Sunday, January 25, 2015

They are Allergic to my Aliveness

Since writing this blog, **exactly one year later**, my ex-boss—**whom** the property manager recruited to do her dirty work—**killed himself in a standoff with police after robbing a bank on March 11, 2016, which, by coincidence, was my birthday!** The property manager **undeniably** has blood on her hands. I know without a doubt that if she had not waged this psychological warfare against me, he would still be alive. **He became her collateral damage**—when people ignite wars, someone always gets hurt or killed. **I was her target**, but when one of her helpers lost his mind and self-destructed, everyone involved fell silent. **Now, there is a major cover-up involving the FBI, U.S. Marshals, and the media.**  

It’s a shame he wasn’t strong enough to do the right thing and instead became the property manager’s puppet—**he paid the ultimate price**. Puppets never meet a good end. **Had it been me, a “little woman,” committing a crime, my name and face would have been splashed across every news outlet!** They’d parade on TV, labeling me “disturbed” to discredit me and my book, all while climbing to fame on my back. **They’d likely preach the need for God in one’s life**—my ex-boss was a Mormon, a “man of God,” yet he’s the one who lost his mind. **Now, the truth is buried.** I see their dirty games and traps clearly.  

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**Below is my response to a comment on my post *“The Pope is Fooling Himself and Others with the Illusion of Love”*:**  

I agree entirely. Until we confront **why women are universally despised**, we’ll never end violence against women, children, and animals. Everything else, as you said, is intellectual masturbation.  

**This hatred stems from a child’s latent anger toward their mother**, which becomes misdirected at all women. **Even some women perpetuate this cycle**, hating their mothers and retaliating against others, much like men who shield their mothers.  

In my own life, **there’s often a woman orchestrating efforts to undermine me**, manipulating men to execute her schemes. **It’s happening now**: some supported my book, assuming it echoed the same hollow narratives that placate readers with seductive lies. **But my book is a mirror**—they recoil at their reflections and seek to destroy me. **How dare I**, an ex-topless dancer turned gate attendant, hold up such an unflinching mirror!  

Like my family, they claim to “protect” me, but their true aim is to **reinforce their power**, manage their fears, and preserve their fragile illusions. As Alice Miller wrote:  

> *“Conditioning and manipulation of others are always weapons in the hands of those in power, even disguised as education or therapy.”* (*For Your Own Good*, p. 278)  

**They’re allergic to my vitality**, just as my teachers and sisters were. They crave to crush my spirit, molding me into their likeness.  

As Donald noted in his discussion of my book:  

> *“A child’s authenticity triggers repressed pain in parents. To avoid confronting it, they suffocate the child’s spirit—repeating their own childhood trauma. Breaking this cycle requires awareness.”*  
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