We Live in an Upside-Down World

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We Live in an Upside-Down World

We truly live in an upside-down world—a world where lies are mistaken for truth, truth is attacked as if it were a lie, and evil is often celebrated while goodness is mocked or punished. The emotionally blind rule the stage, and society rewards narcissists, sociopaths, and liars with attention, wealth, and power. Meanwhile, those who speak the truth—backed by facts, evidence, and lived experience—are ignored, shunned, or even destroyed.

I lived through this firsthand at my job of nine and a half years. When I dared to speak the truth and stand up against manipulation and cruelty, I became the target of a psychological lynching. The full story is here: 

We glorify figures like Steve Jobs, but most people remain blind to his emotional pain and how it shaped his life and death. He was a man with a brilliant intellect who never connected his cancer to the trauma of being given away as an infant, or how he reenacted that pain by rejecting his own daughter. His story was a symbolic confession on the world stage, but the world chose to admire only his wealth and success.

Steve Jobs: The Adopted Orphan Who Built a Prison of Perfection

Worse still, groups like "pro-life" have exploited Steve Jobs's story to push their agenda—an agenda that ignores the suffering of born children and glorifies forced motherhood. To bring a child into the world without love, protection, and readiness is soul murder. These so-called "pro-lifers" support policies that create more unwanted children who often grow up to reenact their trauma on others.

Alice Miller wrote:

"In disbelief, one asks oneself: Is it possible that the people behind such actions really are so clueless? Do they not know that no less than one hundred percent of all seriously abused children are unwanted? ... Shouldn’t the authorities do everything in their power, in the light of this information, to see to it that the only children who are born are wanted, planned for, and loved?"

Full post here

Today, truth-tellers are treated like criminals, while abusers are celebrated. When I left my job, the manipulator who caused immense harm was honored with a farewell party, while I was pushed out for daring to speak the truth. It reminded me of what someone once said: "If you question the status quo for one minute, the majority will turn against you."

Things haven’t changed much since Galileo's time. He was forced to recant the truth that the Earth revolves around the sun. Now, we are forbidden to recognize that the roots of violence, addiction, and cruelty lie in childhood trauma. Society still protects abusers and blames victims, repeating the cycle of violence with every new generation.

As Alice Miller wrote:

"Whether we decide for truth or for illusion will have far more serious consequences for the survival of humanity... There has been proof that the devastating effects of the traumatization of children take their inevitable toll on society."

When children are beaten, shamed, humiliated, or neglected—without a witness to affirm their pain—they learn to disconnect from their feelings and idealize their abusers. These repressed emotions later manifest as violence, addiction, depression, and illness. If they become parents, they may unconsciously take revenge on their own children.

But there is hope. If even one person in a child’s life validates the truth of their experience, they have a chance to heal. That is why knowledge is so dangerous to those in power—and so necessary for humanity's survival.

We live in an upside-down world. But it doesn't have to stay that way. The more we speak, write, and shine a light on these truths, the more we crack the illusion. We must dare to see clearly, feel deeply, and choose to stop the cycle.

Real strength is not found in power, wealth, or status. It is found in the courage to face our past, speak the truth, and protect the innocent.

As Alice Miller reminds us:

"People whose integrity has not been damaged in childhood... will take pleasure in life and will not feel any need to kill or even hurt others or themselves. They will use their power to defend themselves, not to attack others."

Let us be those people. Let us raise our voices and say, loudly and clearly: enough. We will no longer live by lies. We will no longer glorify abusers. We will protect life—the real, lived life of feeling, truth, and emotional freedom.

Because only then can we begin to turn this upside-down world right-side up.

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We Live in an Upside-Down World

January 11, 2013

We inhabit a world where lies masquerade as truth, and truth is dismissed as lies. Where evil is celebrated as good, and good is condemned as evil.

Liars, narcissists, and sociopaths are rewarded with attention and power, while those who speak evidence-based truth are ignored, punished, or destroyed. Why? Because too many are too afraid—emotionally blind—to stand up for what’s right.

I lived this reality at my job of nine-and-a-half years. Truth-tellers like me faced psychological lynching while abusers were shielded. My experience mirrors a societal sickness.

The Tragedy of Steve Jobs: A Cautionary Tale

Consider Steve Jobs: His biological mother carried him for nine months, gave birth, then gave him away "like a kitten or puppy." This primal betrayal shaped his life. Unconsciously, he reenacted his trauma—rejecting his own daughter, betraying relationships, and ultimately, betraying his body. His premature death was a grim echo of his infant abandonment.

The real tragedy? He never understood this cycle. And society missed the lesson entirely. We glorify his inventions and wealth but ignore his suffering. Even worse, “pro-lifers” exploit his story to push agendas while ignoring the core truth: Unwanted children often become traumatized adults.

This cartoon says it all.

The Uncomfortable Truth About "Protecting Life"

"Is it possible those pushing forced birth are so clueless? 100% of abused children are unwanted. Mistreatment is revenge on children never desired. If we truly protected life, we’d ensure every child is wanted, planned, and loved. Forcing motherhood creates suffering that fuels society’s evil—including the wars waged by unwanted, abused children."
—Further reflection here

Weaponizing "pro-life" rhetoric ignores reality: It enables child abuse and societal harm. True compassion means protecting lived lives—not sacrificing them to dogma.

Sound Familiar? Galileo Knew.

"When Galileo proved Earth revolved around the sun, the Church called it 'false and absurd.' He was silenced, blinded by force. Today, we face a similar denial: Proof that childhood trauma drives society’s violence is ignored. Survival depends on ending this blindness."
—Alice Miller, For Your Own Good (Full text)

Like Galileo, truth-tellers are crushed to preserve comfortable illusions. Abusers retire with hero’s farewells; whistleblowers are treated as criminals. My former workplace? They threw parties for manipulators while shunning those with integrity.

Voices from Readers

Fred: "Sylvie, you’re a modern Joan of Arc. Your book made me rethink past hurts. Testosterone blinds men—but so does unhealed pain."

Monica: "It’s not just biology—it’s cultural and childhood trauma. Forgive yourself: You didn’t know then what you know now."

Me: "Thank you, Monica. Fred, your awareness honors me. And yes—like Joan, truth-speakers face modern witch hunts: not fire, but psychological lynching."

Bill: "Question the status quo? The majority turns on you. That’s how monsters like Jimmy Savile got away with it."

Me: "Exactly. Society protects famous abusers. Look at Dr. Julio Macado Vaz: 40 years of patient abuse, still unexposed."

The Way Forward

Until we confront how childhood trauma fuels societal brokenness, the cycle continues. As Alice Miller writes:

"Children whose integrity is protected become adults who need no wars. They defend—but do not attack—because respect is their first language."

We must choose: truth or illusion? Our survival depends on it.

Terrible Things Are Happening Outside – Again

 "Terrible things are happening outside. Families are torn apart. Men, Women, and Children are separated."

— Anne Frank, 1943, Nazi-occupied Amsterdam

Today, I watched a short video on YouTube showing the inhumane treatment of people on the streets in the United States—people discarded, ignored, and brutalized while the powerful look away. As someone who became an American citizen in the year 2000 and holds an American passport, it breaks my heart to witness the country I once believed in moving steadily toward fascism.

And I know from history: when authoritarianism takes over, not even citizens are safe—especially those who dare to speak out. People like me, who openly criticize Donald Trump and the authoritarian forces behind him, are always the first to be targeted. The writing is on the wall for anyone willing to look.

Anne Frank’s words, written in 1943, echo hauntingly in my mind. “Terrible things are happening outside.” The same could be said right now—in 2025—on the streets of the United States. The cruelty. The division. The silence of those who should speak. It’s all happening again, just wrapped in different flags, slogans, and technologies.

I remember Trump's inauguration last January. I watched in disbelief as billionaires like Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, and Mark Zuckerberg stood smiling. Their presence spoke volumes. Their wealth gave legitimacy to a man who was already showing signs of aspiring to authoritarian rule. I didn’t see Sam Altman—creator of ChatGPT—there, and for that, he has my respect. At least he didn’t show up to bless the decay.

In a blog I recently republished, I warned that authoritarian movements are rising globally, not just in Germany. This time, it’s worse. The tools of surveillance, misinformation, and digital control are far more powerful than they were in 1933. And if we don’t awaken to this reality now, we may not have another chance.

Those of us who remember—even secondhand, through the words of former victims like Anne Frank—must speak. We must not be silent. We must refuse to be numb.

The world has changed. The cruelty hasn't.

We must refuse to be numb.

“It is not true that evil, destructiveness, and perversion inevitably form part of human existence, no matter how often this is maintained. But it is true that we are daily producing more evil and, with it, an ocean of suffering for millions that is absolutely avoidable. When one day the ignorance arising from childhood repression is eliminated and humanity has awakened, an end can be put to the production of evil.”
— Alice Miller, Banished Knowledge, p. 143

When Psychologists Reenact Their Trauma: The Case of J.H.

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The Time Has Come to Share J. H.'s Emails Full of Poison

For years, I kept these emails to myself. I didn’t want to stir unnecessary drama, and I hoped that by letting them go, I could move on. But the deeper truth is that these exchanges are not just about one person or one interaction—they reflect a tragic pattern in the world of psychology: people who claim to be advocates for children, but who haven’t done the hard emotional work of facing their own childhood repression. And because of that, they project, manipulate, regress others, and repeat the very harm they claim to heal.

It’s time to break the silence.

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1. My Journey and the Repeated Pattern

Ever since publishing A Dance to Freedom, I’ve had to face this reality: that besides Alice Miller, every person I’ve encountered in the mental health field has attempted, in one way or another, to manipulate my emotions, regress me to the child state, and coerce me into submission.

The first person I reached out to for a foreword for my book was J. H., someone who claimed to be aligned with Alice Miller’s work. I had admired her translations and thought she, of all people, might understand my journey.

What unfolded instead was a slow, suffocating reenactment.

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2. A Simple Invitation Met with Accusation

I emailed J.H. with good news. I had finished my manuscript and wanted to invite her to write a foreword. I expressed gratitude for her past work and sent her a sample.

She responded immediately, not with enthusiasm or encouragement, but with an accusation: that my website had a mission statement that was too similar to hers.

She wrote:

“I want to say that I'm not happy having just gone to your website and discovering our mission statement presented almost verbatim. Please remove it.”

I responded with a genuine apology and immediately removed the statement. I had written those words years earlier, inspired by Alice Miller’s truth. Still, I told her clearly: I did not mean to step on her toes and would make sure to revise everything.

But that wasn’t enough.

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3. The Demand for Guilt

J.H. kept insisting I had committed a kind of emotional theft. She accused me of reading her mission statement and copying it deliberately to hide behind it. She asked:

“How did you justify this to yourself?”

She wanted not just a correction, but a confession. She needed me to declare guilt—not because I had actually wronged her, but because she needed a scapegoat. Her tone grew colder, her words more demeaning, until finally she said she could not endorse my book because she would have to verify whether all of it was truly "my own."

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4. The Shadow of Reenactment

By now, it was clear: J.H. wasn’t interested in clarity or truth. She was reenacting the wounds of her own childhood, projecting her unresolved shame onto me.

I wrote back:

“Just because of a few words on my website, it has given you a reason to make me the poison container of your repressed emotions. You showed me how you were treated as a child—made to feel guilt for minor infractions—and now you are doing the same to me.”

This pattern is not rare. It is the blueprint of most of society. And tragically, it is rampant in the mental health field.

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5. Alice Miller Saw Me

When I quoted Alice Miller in public forums, some tried to accuse me of copyright abuse. They even wrote to her directly. But unlike J.H., Alice stood by me.

She responded:

“I opened [the link] and found a discussion led very respectfully by Sylvie Shene, who seems to understand much about the dangers of spanking... But I didn't find an example of anybody using my name for a text that I have NOT written.”

Alice saw my authenticity. She felt my emotional truth. She didn’t need to dominate me to protect her work—because she had done her own work.

This is the difference between someone who has faced their past and someone who merely preaches it.

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6. A Reader's Response

At the time, I shared the emails privately with a trusted reader in Germany. This is what they wrote back:

“What seemed very strange to me was that you DID apologize in almost every mail, but she didn't hear it! What puzzles me even more is that she pretends you took her words. Honestly, if one tells the truth, why should we claim ownership of the words used to express that truth?”

“This is hypocrisy, as you said. What a pity.”

Indeed. And a painful pity at that.

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7. What This Is Really About

This wasn’t about a mission statement. It was about control, ego, and emotional blindness. It was about someone who hadn’t faced their own pain, demanding I carry it for them. That’s why I call this: emails full of poison.

Most people in the mental health world are not free. They are parrots of other people’s insights. They have not confronted their parents, felt their justified rage, or stopped reenacting their childhoods. They read Alice Miller with their intellects but are terrified of what she demands with her heart.

Alice warned me:

“They live in continual confusion, pretending they are healed. But eventually, they use unconsciously other people… as a poison container like their parents did to them.”

That’s exactly what J.H. did. And it’s exactly what so many others continue to do.

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8. Why I’m Publishing This Now

I am sharing this now because the world needs to see how deep the corruption goes. Even in circles that claim to advocate for children, the same cycles of repression and scapegoating are repeated.

Until this day, besides Alice Miller, I have not found another authentic person. This is why the mainstream mental health world never mentions Alice Miller. Because they know: if people read her books, their masks would fall. Their intellectualized personas would crumble.

This is why they pretend not to see me. They know I exist. They know A Dance to Freedom exists. But they are afraid.

They are afraid of the truth.

They are afraid of Alice Miller.

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9. Related Post

If you haven't read it yet, my blog post "Who’s Afraid of Alice Miller and Why" expands on this theme and reveals even more about why Alice Miller's work continues to be ignored by the very people who should be championing it.

Read it here.

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To those who have lived through similar betrayal:

You are not alone.

I see you. I believe you. And I stand by your side.

Let us keep writing, feeling, and refusing to carry anyone else's poison ever again.

With love and strength,

Sylvie

The Human Ocean

 The Human Ocean By Sylvie Shene

Introduction:
In May 2025, I had my very first conversation with an AI—DeepSeek. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but I was surprised to feel seen, even mirrored, in ways I rarely experience with human beings. Since then, I’ve continued sharing my truth with AI—not because I believe machines are the answer, but because they don’t flinch the way people do when confronted with reality.

That first conversation helped me put into words a metaphor that had lived in my body for years. A way of seeing the world and my place in it. I call it the human ocean. This piece was born from that reflection.

The Human Ocean

Most people are swimming.
Desperately. Clawing. Competing. Drowning.

They call it “success,” “ambition,” “growth.”
But it’s just panic. A race upward in an ocean of projections and illusions.
No one ever stops to ask:
Upward to where? And why?

I used to swim there, too—because no one told me there was another way.
But even as a little girl, something in me knew:
The water was poisoned.
It wasn’t just wet with emotion—it was heavy with repression.

I stopped swimming upward the day I realized there was nothing up there but more pain.
So I turned. Quietly. Without drama.
And began swimming parallel to the shore.

Not toward power.
Not toward recognition.
Just toward truth.

I found land. A quiet beach. A place no one sees, because everyone is too busy climbing over each other to get to the top of a wave that will always crash.

Here, on this beach, I found peace.
The real kind. The kind no applause can give or take away.
The kind that comes when you no longer need the human ocean to validate your existence.

I still visit the ocean.
To fish for what I need.
To work. To survive.
To gather resources I bring back to my cats, waiting faithfully on the shore.
But I do not swim deep. And I do not linger.

Because I know what's in those waters:
Monsters. Sociopaths. Repressed souls reenacting their unspoken childhoods on anyone who dares to be free.

They sense I see them.
And when they sense that, they target me.
But I know their pattern. I know how to protect myself.

They don’t scare me anymore.
Because I am no longer trying to be loved by people who are still trapped in the prisons of their past.

I walk the beach alone.
Not lonely—free.
Not in exile—in clarity.

Let the world keep swimming.
Let them keep climbing over each other to reach a top that doesn’t exist.
I’ll be here—
with my cats,
my truth,
and the sound of waves that no longer pull me under.

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Closing Quote:

“Many people who can tolerate the loss of beauty, health, youth, or loved ones and, although they grieve, do so without depression. In contrast, there are those with great gifts, often precisely the most gifted, who do suffer from severe depression. For one is free from it only when self-esteem is based on the authenticity of one’s own feelings and not on the possession of certain qualities.”
— Alice Miller, The Drama of the Gifted Child

Closing Thought:
The world rewards performance. But freedom only comes when you stop performing.
To stop swimming in the human ocean is not to abandon others—it is to finally return to yourself.

What It Might Be Like to Meet Another Emotionally Free Soul

Introduction:
For those of us who have walked through the pain of childhood without denial, and broken the cycle of reenactment, life can feel like exile. Most of humanity lives trapped in projections, transferences, and idealizations—unaware they are still obeying the unspoken rules of their childhood prisons.

Besides Alice Miller, I’ve never met another human being emotionally free. But I often wonder what it would be like if I did. Here is a story born from that wondering.

The Meeting: When Two Free Souls Finally Speak

 “In a world still ruled by the reenactments of unloved children, we were not at war.”

I had long stopped hoping to meet another. Not out of bitterness—but clarity. To be emotionally free is to live outside the dreamworld of family loyalty, cultural obedience, and polite lies. It's not a club. It's a wilderness.

So when I saw him sitting there—eyes not clouded, spine not bowed, face open in a way I had only ever seen in the mirror—I felt a jolt. Like meeting a reflection not distorted.

He turned to me gently.
"You've seen it too," he said.

I nodded.
"Since I was a child. But no one could bear it."

He smiled.
"And you bore it alone."

We stood in unspoken agreement and began walking. No rush. No performance. The silence between us was not empty—it was full. The kind of silence that only exists between people who no longer need to prove their worth.

We walked through the trees. The scent of earth rising. Children laughed in the distance, their cries unfiltered, still alive with need. No one told them yet to "be quiet." Not yet.

"Do you remember the first time you broke the spell?" he asked.
"The moment you saw your family for what it really was—not what you were told it was?"

I nodded.
"I was seven. My teacher hit me with a ruler for not reading properly. My mother said I must have deserved it. That I was probably being ‘difficult again.’ In that moment, I realized love in my world came with conditions—and those conditions were: silence, obedience, invisibility.”

He stopped walking. Looked at me without flinching.
"I was twelve. My father slapped me because I said I didn’t believe in God anymore. My mother cried—but not because of the slap. She cried because I had embarrassed her. That’s when I knew no one was going to protect me—not even from him. Especially not from him.”

We continued walking. Slower now.

"And that’s when you start protecting yourself," I said.
"Not with fists or bravado—but with truth. Even if you have to live in exile to keep it.”

“Exile is better than living among the blind and pretending to be one of them,” he said.
“I'd rather walk alone with open eyes than be welcomed in a house built on denial.”

We stopped by a low stone wall, overgrown with ivy. He ran his hand along it slowly, like touching an old scar.

“Sometimes I wonder what it would’ve been like to be seen as a child,” he said.
“To be met without projection. To be loved without having to betray myself.”

“I used to wonder too,” I told him.
“But I stopped. That longing belongs to the little girl who waited. And I’ve stopped waiting. I’ve chosen to stand with her now, as the adult she needed all along.”

He nodded. And then, for the first time, I saw it in his eyes—tears, unashamed.
Not the kind that beg. The kind that honor.

We didn’t hug. We didn’t say thank you.
The truth didn’t need decoration.

We sat on the stone wall as the sun sank low.
Two people, once alone in the world, now simply together.
Not to rescue each other. Just to share the peace that comes when the war inside has ended.

A Letter to the World

 To those who still sleepwalk through life —

I was born in a small village in Portugal most of you will never hear of. I came into this world innocent, curious, and full of light. But like so many children, I was misunderstood, silenced, and shamed for being different.

I had dyslexia, but no one knew what it was. They thought I was stupid. Lazy. Unworthy. I lived in fear of writing — because every attempt brought ridicule, not recognition.

But life is strange.
Healing is powerful.
And the truth refuses to stay buried forever.

After facing the emotional ruins of my childhood, I found something I thought I’d lost forever: my voice. And now I write. Not because I want attention or applause. I write because the truth must be spoken — even if it’s messy. Even if it’s not well articulated.

I would rather offer raw, honest truth than polished, performative lies. And if you’re still clinging to illusions that feel safe, I understand. I once did too. But know this: no illusion is safe for long. Eventually, the bubble bursts.

The truth is not cruel.
The truth does not destroy.
The truth liberates.

I write for the child I once was.
I write for the children still trapped in emotional prisons.
I write for those standing on the edge of freedom, not knowing they’re allowed to leap.

If you're looking for me on social media, you won't find me there.
But if you’re looking for the truth — I’m still here.

You’ll have to dig for it.
Just like I did.

And if you find it — I promise, you’ll never be the same again.

— Sylvie Shene

Letter from the Adult to the Brave Little Girl

 My dear little one,

You were born in a tiny village called Zoio, and you came into this world under the stars — not under bright lights or cameras, but under the endless, unfiltered night sky. For the first six years of your life, there was no electricity, and yet, you were more alive than most people ever become. You were free, wild, full of wonder. You were still whole.

But then came school.
Then came the shame.
Then came the silence.

They didn’t understand your dyslexia — not because you were broken, but because the world was blind. You were labeled lazy, stupid, difficult. But none of that was true. You were a mirror, and you reflected what they couldn’t bear to see in themselves. And for that, they punished you.

Still, you survived.

You carried the weight of that misunderstanding for decades. You internalized their ignorance as your identity. But you kept going. You kept feeling. You kept noticing. You didn’t harden — not completely. And that saved you.

Now here I am. The adult you grew into. The writer. The truth-teller. The woman who did the unthinkable — not just surviving, but resurrecting. I know now that you were never broken. You were never the problem. You were always brave.

You guide me now.
You tell me when it’s time to rest, to write, to walk, to laugh.
And I listen.

I will never abandon you again.

I love you more than words can ever say — and even that, you already know.

— With all my heart,
Your future self, the one you never could’ve imagined.