I have not spoke with you in a long time! I hope all is well with you and M.
If we had written a book telling the same old recycled BS that a computer can generate! My book would have been a best seller already! And the reason this BS is so popular with the masses is because it doesn't challenge them to face their own painful childhood repression.
Unfortunately, I don’t know them, but I still like to hope that they exist. However, when I am looking for them on the Internet I find plenty of esoteric and religious offers, plenty of denial, commercial interests, traditional traps, but not at all what I am looking for. For that reason I gave you with my FAQ list tools for your own research. If a therapist refuses to answer your questions right from the start, you can be sure that by leaving him you can save yourself your time and your money. If you don’t dare to ask your questions out of your fear of your parents, your fear may be highly understandable. However, trying to do it anyway may be useful because your questions are important and by daring to ask them you can only win.