Showing posts sorted by date for query ruled by criminals. Sort by relevance Show all posts
Showing posts sorted by date for query ruled by criminals. Sort by relevance Show all posts

Thursday, January 8, 2026

I Am Nobody’s Girl: On Identity, Power, and the Cost of Blind Loyalty

When I saw a young woman proudly calling herself “Trump Girl,” I didn’t feel anger. I felt sadness.

Not because she is young or wrong, but because she has fused her identity with power. She is not standing with someone; she is standing inside someone else’s shadow. And history shows that when young people turn themselves into extensions of authority, they lose access to their own perception.

It reminded me of my younger self—terrified, shaking, but clear. Clear enough to say no.

I once worked in an environment ruled by corrupt, nasty men—men who later went to jail for racketeering and extortion. At the time, I didn’t know that when I pleaded my case to Bob, the general managers were listening from the next room.

The older one burst into the office, got in my face, and spat:
“You are a Cheetah girl first, and you can only work here on Sundays.”

I answered him:
“I am not a Cheetah girl. I am not a Bourbon girl. I am nobody’s girl. If I can’t work here, I’m not working for you at all.”

I walked out to my car, trembling inside—but intact.

That moment lives at the heart of A Dance to Freedom. It is the difference between fear that silences and fear that tells the truth anyway.

What “Trump Girl” Represents

When a young woman calls herself “Trump Girl,” she is not expressing independence. She is surrendering it. She is borrowing certainty from someone else’s aggression.

This is not new. Power has always recruited youth by offering:

  • Belonging instead of thinking

  • Certainty instead of complexity

  • A strong man instead of a conscience

In exchange, it asks for loyalty—not to truth, but to narrative.

That is why disagreement feels like treason, and why defending sovereignty gets twisted into “defending criminals.” Thinking becomes dangerous. Feeling becomes optional.

“A Country of Laws”—Until It Isn’t

Recently, a 37-year-old American citizen, a white woman, a mother of three, was shot and killed by an ICE agent in Minneapolis after dropping her six-year-old child at school.

This is not abstraction. This is not “border chaos.” This is a dead woman. Children without a mother.

And it brings back something an old co-writer once told me during heated debates:
“America is a country of laws.”

I wonder what rationalizations he will manufacture now.

Because when loyalty to power replaces allegiance to law, people always invent explanations. They have to. The alternative—to admit they empowered lawlessness—is too painful.

Internal Freedom vs. External Force

This is why I have been insisting, again and again, that true liberation must come from within.

Maduro, whether one liked him or not, was a Venezuelan problem for Venezuelans to solve. Just as Trump is our problem to confront as Americans. Outsourcing justice to external force is how sovereignty dies—quietly, with applause.

The only exception in history is collective defense against aggression, as when nations united to stop Hitler. Venezuela did not attack the U.S. Greenland did not attack the U.S. Minneapolis was not a battlefield.

Calling everything “security” does not make it lawful.

The Human Cost of Sleeping Through Power

Being “woke” is mocked now, but being awake has always been dangerous to those who want obedience. What they really mean by “woke” is refusing to sleepwalk into submission.

The young woman calling herself “Trump Girl” is not evil. She is asleep inside someone else’s story. One day, reality may wake her up—often harshly.

I hope she survives that moment.

As for me, I learned long ago that fear does not excuse surrender. Even trembling, even alone, it is still possible to say:

I am nobody’s girl.

And no country, no technology mogul, no strongman gets to own my mind, my voice, or my conscience.



Monday, May 5, 2025

Larry David Hands Bill Maher the Verbal A** Whooping He DESERVES



Yes, it's a very bad spot to be in when we are ruled by criminals. 

Everyone is focused on the sociopaths in the White House, but how we prevent sociopaths from getting into the highest office of the land is to expose them and their corruption at the local level. We fight corruption from the bottom up and not from the top, but as we witnessed at my place of work -- where I worked for nine and a half years -- no one had the courage to expose the sociopaths and their corruption. And no one cares that my livelihood was almost destroyed by these very bad players.

https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2017/09/big-cover-up-by-sociopaths-at-my-ex-job.html?m=1

The comment below by someone on YouTube is so true!

@olddoug8945 HOW DID WE GET HERE, TO THE EDGE OF DESTRUCTION? The first problem is that so very many people think that AMERICA has been around for a long time and is so strong that it cannot be destroyed. [250 years is NOT a long time. My great-grandfather grew up during the Civil War. His great-grandfather was a Revolutionary War Patriot. So it begins to look pretty recent. In terms of civilizations that have come and gone, America is just a toddler. The old aphorism, "constant vigilance is the price of liberty," has never been more apropos. Vigilance, attention, alertness, comprehension, BACKBONE, and ACTION are needed now. Not complacency or trust. We are in grave danger of losing our liberty. The billionaires are buying up control of all media. Musk and his muskrats are hacking every agency and can see you right now, know everything about you, and when they leave, will have installed codes that will persist and will allow them to know all. If you think it ain't so, you are entirely too trusting. Way, way past time for the GOP congress to impeach this orange thug traitor. If they do not get rid of Trump, then they are traitors and should be dealt with as such! You signed up for the job, so fn do it!"

The revenge of the geeks.
This will go down as the largest data breach in history. We will never know where it went or what they're gonna do with it.

Doge is the DEPARTMENT OF GOVERNMENT ESPIONAGE

The biggest threat to humanity --  is people's repressed emotions of the child they once were -- and as long as people's repressed emotions are unresolved, they will be blinded by them and driven by them into the state of compulsion repetition to hurt and exploit others the same way they were hurt and exploited as defenseless little children. If people were not emotionally blind, they would be able to see the lies, illusions, and all the traps society constantly puts in front of them. And yes, an emotionally blind humanity with the aid of technology will destroy itself much faster.  

The conversation about the effects of childhood repression in our society needs to start happening in the stage of the world, sooner rather than later, if we want to save ourselves and humanity from falling off the cliff and committing mass suicide. 

https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/search?q=With+the+aid+of+technology+

Malignant narcissists' sadism is epic.
Hurting and destroying others' lives is their pain-killing drug. It's an addiction that keeps their own childhood repression intact. 

“Sadism is not an infectious disease that strikes a person all of a sudden. It has a long prehistory in childhood and always originates in the desperate fantasies of a child who is searching for a way out of a hopeless situation.
An American professor, for example, has been conducting experiments for years with brain transplants. In an interview with the magazine Tele, he reports that he has already succeeded in replacing the brain of one monkey with that of another. He does not doubt that in the foreseeable future it will be possible to do the same thing with human beings. 
Readers have a choice here: they can be thrilled at so much scientific progress, or they can wonder how such absurdity can be possible and what purpose such pursuits can serve. But a piece of seemingly unimportant information may produce an "aha" reaction in them, for Professor White speaks of "religious feelings" connected with his endeavor. Questioned by the interviewer, he explains that he had a very strict Catholic upbringing and in the opinion of his ten children, had been raised like a dinosaur. I don't know what is meant by this, but I can imagine that this image refers to antediluvian methods of child-rearing. What does that have to do with his scientific work? 
Perhaps this is the unconscious background for Professor White's experiments: by devoting all his energy and vitality to the goal of one day being able to transplant brains in human beings, he is fulfilling his long-harbored infantile wish to be able to replace his parents' brains. Sadism is not an infectious disease that strikes a person all of a sudden. It has a long prehistory in childhood and always originates in the desperate fantasies of a child who is searching for a way out of a hopeless situation."
From the book: “For Your Own Good: Hidden Cruelty in Child-Rearing and the Roots of Violence” By Alice Miller

Narcissists are control freaks and use money as a tool to control and punish others, which is why they become so addicted to money, because they have the illusion that with money, they can be in charge of everything and will protect them from having to face the fears of resolving their own childhood repression.

Addiction and greed are the same thing.  Greed or addiction means that whatever the object of our affection is, we can never get enough of it.  Addicts live in constant fear of losing the object of their affection and go to any lengths to protect it.  They will lie, cheat, steal, go to war without thinking twice, and exploit others, even their own children.  No wonder so many young people are so angry; for when we feel used and exploited, we get furious.
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/search?q=money


Sadly, this happens to too many people. Earlier success without facing and resolving childhood repression first will contribute to a person's downfall.

"LOVING SOME PEOPLE IS LIKE BUTTONING UP A SHIRT THE WRONG WAY - YOU DON'T REALIZE IT WAS ALL WRONG UNTIL YOU REACH THE END."

IN 1922, WHILE STAYING IN A TOKYO HOTEL ALBERT EINSTEIN HAD NO CASH FOR A TIP.
INSTEAD, HE WROTE A NOTE: "A CALM AND MODEST LIFE BRINGS MORE HAPPINESS THAN THE PURSUIT OF SUCCESS." HE REPORTEDLY TOLD THE BELLBOY, "ONE DAY THIS WILL BE VALUABLE." IN 2017, THAT NOTE SOLD FOR $1.56 MILLION AT AUCTION.
I feel like this tree 🌳 vulnerable and exposed but hanging on strong πŸ’ͺ 

"When you want to help people, you tell them the truth. When you want to help yourself, you tell them what they want to hear." Thomas Sowell

"You stand for what you tolerate," exactly!


Donald Trump behaves and talks like every malignant narcissist; they never take responsibility for anything. They are perfect!  he just said: "The good parts are mine. The bad parts are Biden. "Yet people still support him.  Hilary was πŸ’― spot on

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Smoke and Mirrors


Smoke and mirrors, that's the world we live in. 

Some people tell me they didn't vote because they didn't like either candidate. I used to say to them You vote to keep pure evil out of office. Because of the people who didn't vote, we all have to pay the price now, some more than others. 

Great analogy! Spot on! It's all about winning at any cost. 
“A sociopath has no conscience, no emotional attachment to others, and no ability to love. For a sociopath, Stout says, “life is reduced to a contest, and other human beings seem to be nothing more than game pieces, to be moved about, used as shields or ejected.”
So, what does a sociopath want? According to Stout, a sociopath wants only to win.”

Dangerously repressed tech moguls are the Most Dangerous Personalities.

i
I can't believe it, Americans voted for DT. Talk about self-destructing from within. So sad. 

He makes a very good point. Many wealthy people are stealing from those who really need it. Social Security needs to be fair. 

I agree with him. The number of dollars in the bank is not the most important thing. Very rich and very poor are different ends of the same stick; it shows a society out of balance and is sick. Money alone is a big illusion. 

Who creates these bot accounts?! I have no doubt they are made by people working for tech moguls like Elon Musk to manipulate and control the masses. We live in a world of puppets and puppeteers. I have been saying for a very long time that humanity will destroy itself much faster with the aid of technology. They want us to kill each other so they can have more money and power for themselves. 



Yep!

Yep!

She is right! 

He is out of control. He shows that having too much money can make a person more likely to hurt themselves, others, or both.

How many cases like this one are out there? DNA tests don't lie. 

How many people out there would find out that, too, if they dared to do a DNA test?

Yes, we do.


DT brings to mind someone who used to be close to me in my country of origin, and a few bosses in the workplace. Malignant narcissists all follow the same patterns. It's like they all learn from the same playbook. 
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/search?q=Hard+evidence+&m=1
" When Exposing a Crime is Treated as Committing a Crime, You Are Ruled By Criminals."  
I'm ok with being the villain in the narcissist's fabricated story of me.



Wednesday, March 19, 2025

Trump Getting Played by Putin


Thank goodness for comedians! 

Birds of a feather flock together.

Very true! Once you resolve your childhood repression, you will never care again what other people think of you! And being disliked by some people, I take it as a compliment! Since I published my book, A Dance to Freedom, sharing my life experiences and psychological discoveries, I have been a constant target of people's unresolved repressed hatred. 

Good analogy πŸ‘ 

Doge is a fraud, just like Elon Musk and DT. We are being ruled by white color criminals.

Evil people. Our knowledge cannot alter them. They can change only if they sense, not merely intellectually but with their feelings, how they have been turned into evil people. Only then will they be able to remove the blockages and, by experiencing the blocked pain, liberate the abused child who had to wish to harm anyone on coming into the world, the child who wanted love but found no one to make that possible for him. All he found was barbed wire and walls on all sides, and he believed this to be the world. When he grew up, he built gigantic worlds full of walls and barbed wire, or complicated philosophical and psychological systems, in the hope and expectation of receiving love in return, the love he never received from his parents when he was an 'unworthy life.  Page, 143 Banished Knowledge: Facing Childhood Injuries

https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/search?q=flying+monkeys+

Monday, March 3, 2025

It Was an Ambush and a Classic Case of Gaslighting

 

Well said. Yes, it was a plan, but by trying to humiliate President Zelenskyy, they exposed themselves. That's what happens when bullies go after authentic people. 

DT and Vance's gaslighting was painful to watch.

Since I published my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions, like President Zelenskyy, I have been ambushed by bullies like DT and Vance many times in the workplace. 

We are being ruled by criminals. Criminals work well together; that's why DT likes Putin because he is the biggest criminal ever! Birds of a feather flock together. 

Russian invaded Ukraine but conquered the United States. πŸ˜₯

A classic case of gaslighting for the whole world to see. 

Gaslighting is a form of psychological abuse that involves manipulating someone into questioning their own reality. It can happen in relationships, the workplace, or between public figures and the people they serve. 

How it works 

The abuser denies facts, situations, or the victim's feelings and needs

The abuser questions the victim's memory or perception of events

The abuser trivializes the victim's needs or feelings

The abuser pretends to have forgotten what happened

Effects 

The victim may doubt their thoughts, memories, and behaviors

The victim may become emotionally frazzled and dependent on the abuser

The victim may become confused, anxious, isolated, and depressed

How to deal with it 

Trust your instincts and feelings

Seek therapy, preferably from someone with a domestic violence background

Reach out to an advocate

Tips for recognizing gaslighting 

Become familiar with examples of gaslighting

Learn how to look for the signs of gaslighting in a relationship.



Friday, February 28, 2025

Pure Evil - Cruel beyond words

 A con man, a hillbilly and a hero walk into a crowded bar but only one leaves with honor oh ... wait, that was the White House.

Pure evil. Cruel beyond words. 

It was a trap. Traitors.

DT is the one gambling with World War 3. The people who voted for him can never be forgiven. 

Russian invaded Ukraine but conquered the United States. πŸ˜₯

DT and Vance's gaslighting was painful to watch.

Since I published my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions, like President Zelenskyy, I have been ambushed by bullies like DT and Vance many times in the workplace. 

We are being ruled by criminals. Criminals work well together; that's why DT likes Putin because he is the biggest criminal ever! Birds of a feather flock together. 
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2023/03/hard-evidence-of-my-ex-boss-being.html?m=1

"Those children who are beaten will, in turn, give beatings, those who are intimidated will be intimidating, those who are humiliated will impose humiliation, and those whose souls are murdered will murder. 

...Children who are lectured to, learn how to lecture; if they are admonished, they learn how to admonish; if scolded, they learn how to scold; if ridiculed, they learn how to ridicule; if humiliated, they learn how to humiliate; if their psyche is killed, they will learn how to kill--the only question is who will be killed: oneself, others, or both." -- Alice Miller's above excerpt from Pedagogy Fills the Needs of Parents, Not of Children.

From the book For Your Own Good: Hidden Cruelty in Child-Rearing and the Roots of Violence by Alice Miller

DT and Vance's gaslighting was horrifying.

https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2021/08/people-are-driving-by-repressed-emotions.html


He is a bully. All bullies are cowards. 









Tuesday, March 14, 2023

Hard Evidence of My Ex-Boss Being the Chandler's Bank Robber in 2015/16

Finally, I got some hard evidence of my boss at Securitas, Kyle Wilson, being the Chandler bank robber

T: Figured this may be something you would want or at least would like to see. I was finally able to obtain proof and figured I’d share it.

Sylvie: Thank you so much for sharing. It's nice to have some hard evidence! How did you find it?!

T: Requested the info using https://efoia.fbi.gov/#home

Sylvie: Thank you! I thought about contacting the FBI, but I assumed they would ignore me and give me the runaround like everyone else.  Again, thank you for sharing this hard evidence. Sylvie


My boss at Securitas treated me like a criminal, but here is hard evidence that he was the one who was the criminal! 

I recently went through a similar experience again at my previous job, which lasted almost 8 years, and once again, I had to change jobs. It’s so crazy!  My last boss worked with Kyle Wilson at Securitas in 2011 and 2012, and he, too, used to be in law enforcement -- he just like Kyle treated me like a criminal -- but we know who the actual criminals are -- hiding behind badges and titles -- he is just like Kyle -- a lying and deceitful man. 

Actually, I think my last boss is even worse than Kyle Wilson and much more arrogant! He knew what had happened with Kyle Wilson, but he thought he was a much more talented sociopath and assured of himself that he would be the one to get me to self-destruct with his very well-orchestrated psychological warfare! Some sociopaths love a challenge! These people are predators, and I was their ultimate prey! Their grand prize! Many police officers are corrupt, and so are most security companies. We live in a very sad world. 

This quote from the movie Spinning Man is so accurate: “Police don’t ask questions, they plant landmines.” That's my last boss, an ex-police officer. Every time he came around, he was trying to plant a landmine...

When Exposing a Crime is Treated as Committing a Crime, You Are Ruled By Criminals https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2022/03/in-world-of-lies-truth-is-treated-as.html?m=1

"ABUSE BY PROXY

is when the narcissist gets other people to abuse you. That way, the narcissist gets to abuse you but indirectly through the flying monkeys who might reject you or make you feel not good enough.

Maybe they'll shame you or put you in a bad situation, maybe they'll extract information from you, or maybe they'll even tell you that you're crazy. Abuse by proxy allows the narcissist to look clean, appearing to not be involved, when really they've orchestrated it all."

Yes, I have seen this play being played before. I know who the director is who orchestrates it all. And I have to be on the lookout for all the flying monkeys he sends my way. 
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2015/02/cowards-always-get-others-to-do-dirty.html

All malignant narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths love to play the victim card and make their real victims appear to be the abusers, but when their targets are able to see clearly the games they play and articulate the real situation of what is really taking place, the targets of the malignant narcissists cease to become victims. 

"WHO IS TARGETED? Contrary to what their aggressors have others believe, victims are not, at the outset, particularly weak or mentally unhealthy individuals. Quite the opposite: harassment is often set in motion when a victim refuses to give in to a boss’s authoritarian procedures. She is targeted because of her capacity to resist authority, even under pressure. …"


Unfortunately, it was not my first rodeo

If it were me, the little woman to commit a crime, my name and face would have been splashed all over the news stations! And then all probably go on TV talking about how disturbed the little woman was -- to discredit me and my book-- and make a name for themselves by standing on my head. 

And all probably say that you need God in your life. My ex-boss was a Mormon, a man of God, but he was the one to lose his mind, and now it's a big cover-up. I could see their games and traps so clearly. 

I was their target to destroy, but when it was one of them to self-destruct, all became silent, and no one cared that these criminals with their projections and lies -- I lost my job and more than half of my income  -- AND they could have destroyed my life completely. 

There is no humanity! Most people are fake and pretenders -- acting as if personalities pretending to be good people -- but are wolves in sheep's clothing. 

I'm done with humanity! Humanity is on the path to self-destruction, and with the aid of technology, it is going to happen much faster! And there is nothing I can do besides smiling and waving at those who pass by me, following false heroes and leaders, taking them to an abyss. 

I will keep sharing my experiences and psychological discoveries with anyone who listens, but who wants to listen to someone who once made a living as a topless dancer and now as a gate attendant to upscale gated communities that in most people's eyes, are nobodies and could not possibly have anything of importance to tell anyone! So I just smile and wave! AND enjoy my newfound freedom. Sad for them, but happy for me!

My ex-boss had the perfect cover; he would rob banks and go take cover at Securitas, the Security company! Perfect cover! But on March 11, 2016, on my birthday, he chose the wrong day to rob banks, because he never made it to his cover at the Securitas office. My birthday was the wrong day to go out robbing banks!

T: I was doing research online about the bank robbery from 2016 involving KW and came across your blog. From what I can tell, there is no online information that publicly names KW as the culprit. Do you have anything official that names him as such? I only know specifics through acquaintances. 

Hi there,

You will not find anything online that publicly names him because it's a big cover-up!

Everything I know is in my blog! You can make the connection that the day he robbed a bank and killed himself is the same as his obituary! 

Don't you think it's a big coincidence?! 

I'm sure if it were me, the little woman to commit a crime, my name and face would have been all over the news stations. 

Call the FBI and the media, and ask them why they won't release his name to the general public?

I contacted the media many times, but I never heard back from them!

Feel free to share with me what you know.

Sylvie

T: Yeah, I figured it was a long shot. I assume it’s not public info because he was a former cop. If it were released that he was a criminal, his previous arrests would likely need to be retried. Due to the headache that would cause, the FBI probably just kept that all sealed/quiet. Again, thanks for the reply. I appreciate it.

Hi there!

He was previously arrested?! Please tell me what you know about his previous arrests.


Sylvie

T: My bad. I must have worded my reply poorly. He was a cop before. Because he was caught robbing banks, I assume the FBI kept his identity a secret to prevent arrests made when he was a cop from needing to be retried. That’s my best guess as to why nobody can find info naming Kyle as the culprit. 

Hello there,

Thanks for clarifying! You worded it just fine. I just read it wrong. That makes a lot of sense! I can imagine how many people he hurt with false reporting. He only hurt me financially and caused me to suffer for a while from PTSD The goal of their very well-orchestrated smear campaigns was to see me dead, in jail, or in a mental hospital. 

My very last boss, who also worked with Kyle Wilson at Securitas, with his false reporting to HR, was also hoping I would react to his lies and mind games and drive me insane. 

These monsters in power positions over others, destroying lives, need to be exposed everywhere. I wonder how many lives my last boss destroyed during his career as a police officer because he is a bigger monster than Kyle Wilson.

Society at large doesn't seem to care. As long as it doesn't affect them personally, no one cares.

 We live in a very sad world. 


"The goal of an abusive individual is to gain or maintain power by whatever means possible or else to mask his own incompetence. In order to accomplish this, he must get rid of anyone who impedes his progress or sees through him."  Stalking the Soul: Emotional Abuse and Erosion of Identity by Marie-France Hirigoyen, page 71

 https://youtube.com/shorts/05oHspx8VII?feature=share

https://youtube.com/shorts/uhZuHABEJQ0?feature=shar

Saturday, June 25, 2022

We are being ruled by criminals!



When people debate abortion, I feel their hands all over me. I feel so violated.  What I choose to do with my body is not up for debate, and nobody has a say on it. Abortion is a woman’s right, and debating abortion is in itself a violation of my rights. Forcing a woman to carry a pregnancy to term against her will is 1000 times worse than rape. I'm the captain of my body.

Pro-lifers fight so hard for the unborn because unconsciously and compulsively, they want an endless supply of innocent, powerless beings to use, exploit, and project their disowned parts. Carrying a pregnancy to term and giving birth to a new being we are not ready to nurture, take care of, and protect, THAT, is soul murdering and contributes to the destruction of the world. Pro-lifers are soul murderers and destroyers of life that is already born under the disguise of being pro-life.

It’s very sad when politicians are unconsciously and compulsively driven blindly by the dead hand of their own repression to create destructive laws to keep the public repressed and obedient.
People who idealize their childhoods and parents will keep having a limitless craving for scapegoats on whom they can avenge themselves for the fears and anxieties of childhood without having to re-experience those fears. 

Because of society's stigma on abortion, pregnant, poor, vulnerable women seeking an abortion make the perfect scapegoats to take revenge for the wrongs done to them by their own mothers or caregivers when they were defenseless little children. 

Pro-life people suffer and secretly enjoy seeing others suffer too, they want others to have the same fate as them. We need people with the courage to stand up to stupid laws politicians unconsciously create -- hiding behind their illusion of love for the unborn --  to suppress and be cruel to people already born -- the same way their own parents or caregivers were cruel to them when they were defenseless little children.
 
"In disbelief, one asks oneself:  Is it possible that the people behind such actions really are so clueless?  Do they not know that no less than one hundred percent of all seriously abused children are unwanted?  Do they not know what that can lead to?  Do they not know that mistreatment is a parent’s way of taking revenge on the children they never wanted?  Shouldn’t the authorities do everything in their power, in the light of this information, to see to it that the only children who are born are wanted, planned for, and loved?  If they did, then we could put an end to the creation and continuation of evil in our world.  To force the role of a mother on a woman who does not wish to be a mother is an offense not just against her, but against the whole human community, because the child she brings into the world is likely to take criminal revenge for its birth, as do the many (mis)leaders threatening our lives.  All wars we ever had were the deeds of once unwanted, heinously mistreated children.  It is the right to lived life that we must protect wherever and whenever it is threatened. And it should never be sacrificed to an abstract idea.

Not everyone is capable of thinking in real, concrete terms.  Many seek refuge in religious beliefs.  In their weakness, they place their trust in “relics,” awaiting salvation at the hands of one stronger than themselves.  Anyone who claims to be a strong and knowledgeable authority for such people, and to be acting on their behalf, has the duty to be conscious of the appropriate facts.  If they aren’t, if they ignore or neglect that duty, claiming instead that their palpable lack of information and their abstract conceptions of “life” are sanctioned by God and practiced in the name of humanity, they are acting against life, by misusing the weakness and trust of the faithful and dangerously confusing them.  The injunction against abortion goes even further:  Consciously or unconsciously, it represents support for cruelty against children and active complicity in the creation of unwanted existences, existences that can easily become a liability for the community at large.

When I see the passion with which Catholic priests - men childless by choice - fight against abortion, I can’t help asking what it is that motivates them.  Is it a desire to prove that unlived life, as perhaps their own destinies suggest, is more important and more valuable than lived life?  Was that, perhaps, how the parents of those passionately committed to stopping abortion thought, though they expressed it in different ways?  Or is it a case of seeing to it that others share the same fate as oneself?  Both are possible.  Both are dangerous, when people are driven to blind and destructive actions by the dead hand of their own repression.

It is, in fact, not surprising to find that those who are both victims and apologist for the use of violence and severity against children are often those who most passionately proclaim their love of the unborn child, i.e., the kernel of life.  Abortion can, indeed, be seen as the most powerful symbol of the psychic annihilation and mutilation practiced since time immemorial on children.  But to combat this evil merely at the symbolic level deflects us from the reality we should not evade for a moment longer:  the reality of the abused and humiliated child, which, as a result of its disavowed and unresolved injuries, will insidiously become, either openly or aided by hypocrisy, a danger to society.

It is above all the children already born that have a right to life - a right to coexistence with adults in a world in which, with or without the help of the church, violence against children has been unequivocally outlawed.  Until such legislation exists, talk of “the right to life” remains not only a mockery of humanity but a contribution to its destruction." Alice Miller

Everything! It's a huge injustice against women like me. They want to turn us into criminals but they are the true criminals hiding behind religion, god, and the rule of law. These words written by Alice miller could not be more true "To force the role of a mother on a woman who does not wish to be a mother is an offense not just against her, but against the whole human community, because the child she brings into the world is likely to take criminal revenge for its birth, as do the many (mis)leaders threatening our lives.  All wars we ever had were the deeds of once unwanted, heinously mistreated children.  It is the right to lived life that we must protect wherever and whenever it is threatened. And it should never be sacrificed to an abstract idea."

The sociopaths at my job of nine and half years, also with their mind games and psychological warfare, were hoping I would react, and they could turn me into a criminal like them; their goal is to corrupt, and be corrupted. Still, precisely a year later, we saw who the actual criminals were. But now is a big cover-up, and I will use every breath I take to try to uncover this cover-up!  We are being ruled by criminals!


Any woman who votes republican has to suffer from Stockholm syndrome! And most men in the Republican Party deep down have to hate women; in reality, they hate their own mothers, but to keep their idealized image of their own mothers intact, with their vote, they take revenge on all other women.

It really pisses me off when men who want to be with me say they respect my right to choose if I want to carry a pregnancy to term or not. Still, they vote for politicians who would take my rights away, they say that the reason they vote for those politicians is because they are better for the economy. Still, the truth is that both parties waste money on illusions. Even if those politicians were better for the economy, I hear that money is more important to them than me! And they would throw me under the bus just to keep extra money in their pockets. I can’t be with a man who will throw me under the bus just to keep extra money in their pockets! What really pisses me off is when women throw other women under the bus just to secure their own survival.

"Here's the thing, guys. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter when life begins. It doesn't matter whether a fetus is a human being or not. That entire argument is a red herring, a distraction, a subjective and unwinnable argument that could not matter less.

It doesn't matter whether we're talking about a fertilized egg, a fetus, a baby, a five-year-old, or a Nobel Prize-winning paediatric oncologist.

NOBODY has the right to use your body, against your will, even to save their life, or the life of another person. That's it. That's the argument. You cannot be forced to donate blood, or marrow, or organs. Even though thousands die every year, on waiting lists. They cannot even harvest your organs after your death without your explicit, written, pre-mortem permission.

Denying women the right to abortion means we have less bodily autonomy than a corpse."  It's sad to live in a world where I have less rights than a corpse πŸ˜₯

Click on the link below to read more about abortion.


Have no doubt that laws repressing women will create more women like Amber Heard who resort to lies and manipulations to fulfill their needs and desires, and will exploit and abuse the children they bring into the world -- raising the oppressors of tomorrow. So passing laws repressing women affects everyone.


This is what America has become.


The words below by Alice Miller could not be truer: 

"Are women Less Aggressive than Men?

In my view, women are by no means less aggressive than men. Of course, they are victimized and disadvantaged by men avenging themselves for the beating they received from their mothers. But women avenge themselves for such victimization and physical cruelty by taking it out on their little children, thus breeding new generations of avengers who consciously love and honor their parents.

I see no real difference between the cruelty of women and that of men, because both sexes have learned such sadism at the hands of their parents and caregivers at a time when their brains were still in the process of formation. As children, they were subjected to cruelty and even perversion, but they were not allowed to defend themselves. So later, they take out their repressed anger on other defenseless people, frequently in the same way their parents treated them when they were small. Women frequently vent this acquired sadism on their children. While men also give free rein to it by victimizing employees at work or lower military ranks, or else participating in orgies of violence like genocide or terrorist attacks. The causes invariably lie in the repressed and totally denied suffering of their childhood (though most of them will insist that they had wonderful parents). People who were not humiliated, tormented, or beaten in their early years are incapable of sadism.

Women can live out all kinds of covert perversion on their children and torment them with impunity as long as they call this behavior “good parenting.” Society idealizes mothers because people have never consciously realized that their own mothers treated them cruelly when they were small. Accordingly, women normally enjoy total immunity.

I see no sex-specific differences in the suicide bombers. I understand terrorism as an attempt to compensate for the humiliations these people were subjected to, but have never consciously perceived as such, by means of a “magnificent deed” (such as sacrificing their own lives for the sake of a group).

Though it is not difficult to understand this dynamic, there are not many people who would allow themselves to give up their denial and look the truth in the face. The fear felt by the tormented children they once were can prevent this all their lives."
From the book “Free from Lies: Discovering your true needs” By Alice Miller Page 140


The present judges in the USA Supreme Court proves and are a great example that having an education and being well spoken means nothing and doesn't liberate anyone.
Actually, education alone is just another illusion. Resolving childhood repression is the only long-term solution for people to stop following political leaders blindly. And that is a lot more difficult!!! 

"I wonder how the high colleges managed to produce so many high asses." Paracelsus

As long as people's childhood repression goes unresolved -- they will be shackled into the chains of compulsion repetition -- and it doesn't matter how well anyone articulates very nice ideas... The problem is not a lack of knowledge and educated people; there are plenty of educated people with intellectual knowledge. The problem is an emotional blockage with the so-called “professionals” or “educated people” hiding behind their rationalizations and seductive theories to protect themselves from having to face and feel their own emotional pain.  It takes courage to see, face, and feel our painful truths; intelligence alone is not enough, but it rather helps create seductive rationalizations, theories, illusions, and lies. 

Alice Miller explains beautifully in her book For Your Own Good: hidden cruelty in child-rearing and the roots of violence page 42 and 43: "Just as in the symbiosis of the "diaper stage," there is no separation here of subject and object. If the child learns to view corporal punishment as "a necessary measure" against "wrongdoers," then as an adult he will attempt to protect himself from punishment by being obedient and will not hesitate to cooperate with the penal system. In a totalitarian state, which is a mirror of his upbringing, this citizen can also carry out any form of torture or persecution without having a guilty conscience. His "will" is completely identical with that of the government.

Now that we have seen how easy it is for intellectuals in a dictatorship to be corrupted, it would be a vestige of aristocratic snobbery to think that only "the uneducated masses" are susceptible to propaganda. Both Hitler and Stalin had a surprisingly large number of enthusiastic followers among intellectuals. Our capacity to resist has nothing to do with our intelligence but with the degree of access to our true self. Indeed, intelligence is capable of innumerable rationalizations when it comes to the matter of adaptation. Educators have always known this and have exploited it for their own purposes, as the following proverb suggests: "The clever person gives in, the stupid one balks." For example, we read in a work on child raising by GrΓΌnwald (1899): "I have never yet found willfulness in an intellectually advanced or exceptionally gifted child" (quoted in Rutschky). Such a child can, in later life, exhibit extraordinary acuity in criticizing the ideologies of his opponents--and in puberty even the views by his own parents-- because in these cases his intellectual powers can function without impairment. Only within a group--such as one consisting of adherents of an ideology or a theoretical school--that represents the early family situation will this person, on occasion, still display a naΓ―ve submissiveness and uncritical attitude that completely believes his brilliance in other situations. Here, tragically, his early dependence upon tyrannical parents is preserved, a dependence that--in keeping with the program of "poisonous pedagogy"-- goes undetected. This explains why Martin Heidegger, for example, who had no trouble in breaking with traditional philosophy and leaving behind the teachers of his adolescence, was not able to see the contradictions in Hitler's ideology that should have been obvious to someone of his intelligence. He responded to this ideology with an infantile fascination and devotion that brooked no criticism.”

It's sad to witness all the time people falling for the illusions that formal education, talents, money, and fame is the path to freedom -- these things alone just reinforce the walls of people's emotional prisons

Having special talents is terrific and it’s okay to cash in your talents for a living, but when people hide behind their talents, fame, and money to hide their own personal truth and keep themselves and others distracted from the truth and facts -- then you are misusing your talents -- and contributing for the lies to spread and silently or covertly you are part of all the violence and atrocities we are witnessing in our world. So if people think they are better than others, because they have special talents, they are being delusional. 

It is a great mistake to imagine that one can resolve traumas in a symbolic fashion. If that were possible, poets, painters, and other artists would be able to resolve their pain through creativity. This is not the case, however. Creativity helps us channel the pain of trauma into symbolic acts; it doesn't help us resolve it. If symbolic revenge for maltreatment received in childhood were effective, then dictators would eventually stop humiliating and torturing their fellow human beings. As long as they choose to deceive themselves about who really deserves their hatred, however, and as long as they go on feeding that hatred in symbolic form instead of experiencing and resolving it within the context of their own childhood, their hunger for revenge will remain insatiable (see Miller 1990a).” read more here