This blog is about learning to understand all of our feelings and learning to consciously face, feel, and experience all of our feelings within the context of our own childhood.
Everything we become and everything that happens to us is connected to childhood. Not every victim becomes an abuser, but every abuser was once a victim of abuse. These are facts. Violence is not genetic; it’s learned.
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Sylvie: Thank you! I thought about contacting the FBI, but I assumed they would ignore me and give me the runaround like everyone else. Again, thank you for sharing this hard evidence. Sylvie
My boss at Securitas treated me like a criminal, but here is hard evidence that he was the one who was the criminal!
I recently went through a similar experience again at my previous job, which lasted almost 8 years, and once again, I had to change jobs. It’s so crazy! My last boss worked with Kyle Wilson at Securitas in 2011 and 2012, and he, too, used to be in law enforcement -- he just like Kyle treated me like a criminal -- but we know who the actual criminals are -- hiding behind badges and titles -- he is just like Kyle -- a lying and deceitful man.
Actually, I think my last boss is even worse than Kyle Wilson and much more arrogant! He knew what had happened with Kyle Wilson, but he thought he was a much more talented sociopath and assured of himself that he would be the one to get me to self-destruct with his very well-orchestrated psychological warfare! Some sociopaths love a challenge! These people are predators, and I was their ultimate prey! Their grand prize! Many police officers are corrupt, and so are most security companies. We live in a very sad world.
This quote from the movie Spinning Man is so accurate: “Police don’t ask questions, they plant landmines.” That's my last boss, an ex-police officer. Every time he came around, he was trying to plant a landmine...
is when the narcissist gets other people to abuse you. That way, the narcissist gets to abuse you but indirectly through the flying monkeys who might reject you or make you feel not good enough.
Maybe they'll shame you or put you in a bad situation, maybe they'll extract information from you, or maybe they'll even tell you that you're crazy. Abuse by proxy allows the narcissist to look clean, appearing to not be involved, when really they've orchestrated it all."
All malignant narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths love to play the victim card and make their real victims appear to be the abusers, but when their targets are able to see clearly the games they play and articulate the real situation of what is really taking place, the targets of the malignant narcissists cease to become victims.
"WHO IS TARGETED? Contrary to what their aggressors have others believe, victims are not, at the outset, particularly weak or mentally unhealthy individuals. Quite the opposite: harassment is often set in motion when a victim refuses to give in to a boss’s authoritarian procedures. She is targeted because of her capacity to resist authority, even under pressure. …"
If it were me, the little woman to commit a crime, my name and face would have been splashed all over the news stations! And then all probably go on TV talking about how disturbed the little woman was -- to discredit me and my book-- and make a name for themselves by standing on my head.
And all probably say that you need God in your life. My ex-boss was a Mormon, a man of God, but he was the one to lose his mind, and now it's a big cover-up. I could see their games and traps so clearly.
I was their target to destroy, but when it was one of them to self-destruct, all became silent, and no one cared that these criminals with their projections and lies -- I lost my job and more than half of my income -- AND they could have destroyed my life completely.
There is no humanity! Most people are fake and pretenders -- acting as if personalities pretending to be good people -- but are wolves in sheep's clothing.
I'm done with humanity! Humanity is on the path to self-destruction, and with the aid of technology, it is going to happen much faster! And there is nothing I can do besides smiling and waving at those who pass by me, following false heroes and leaders, taking them to an abyss.
I will keep sharing my experiences and psychological discoveries with anyone who listens, but who wants to listen to someone who once made a living as a topless dancer and now as a gate attendant to upscale gated communities that in most people's eyes, are nobodies and could not possibly have anything of importance to tell anyone! So I just smile and wave! AND enjoy my newfound freedom. Sad for them, but happy for me!
My ex-boss had the perfect cover; he would rob banks and go take cover at Securitas, the Security company! Perfect cover! But on March 11, 2016, on my birthday, he chose the wrong day to rob banks, because he never made it to his cover at the Securitas office. My birthday was the wrong day to go out robbing banks!
T: I was doing research online about the bank robbery from 2016 involving KW and came across your blog. From what I can tell, there is no online information that publicly names KW as the culprit. Do you have anything official that names him as such? I only know specifics through acquaintances.
Hi there,
You will not find anything online that publicly names him because it's a big cover-up!
Everything I know is in my blog! You can make the connection that the day he robbed a bank and killed himself is the same as his obituary!
Don't you think it's a big coincidence?!
I'm sure if it were me, the little woman to commit a crime, my name and face would have been all over the news stations.
Call the FBI and the media, and ask them why they won't release his name to the general public?
I contacted the media many times, but I never heard back from them!
T: Yeah, I figured it was a long shot. I assume it’s not public info because he was a former cop. If it were released that he was a criminal, his previous arrests would likely need to be retried. Due to the headache that would cause, the FBI probably just kept that all sealed/quiet. Again, thanks for the reply. I appreciate it.
Hi there!
He was previously arrested?! Please tell me what you know about his previous arrests.
Sylvie
T: My bad. I must have worded my reply poorly. He was a cop before. Because he was caught robbing banks, I assume the FBI kept his identity a secret to prevent arrests made when he was a cop from needing to be retried. That’s my best guess as to why nobody can find info naming Kyle as the culprit.
Hello there,
Thanks for clarifying! You worded it just fine. I just read it wrong. That makes a lot of sense! I can imagine how many people he hurt with false reporting. He only hurt me financially and caused me to suffer for a while from PTSD The goal of their very well-orchestrated smear campaigns was to see me dead, in jail, or in a mental hospital.
My very last boss, who also worked with Kyle Wilson at Securitas, with his false reporting to HR, was also hoping I would react to his lies and mind games and drive me insane.
These monsters in power positions over others, destroying lives, need to be exposed everywhere. I wonder how many lives my last boss destroyed during his career as a police officer because he is a bigger monster than Kyle Wilson.
Society at large doesn't seem to care. As long as it doesn't affect them personally, no one cares.
"The goal of an abusive individual is to gain or maintain power by whatever means possible or else to mask his own incompetence. In order to accomplish this, he must get rid of anyone who impedes his progress or sees through him." Stalking the Soul: Emotional Abuse and Erosion of Identity by Marie-France Hirigoyen, page 71
The real world is not a safe place for a seeing and a feeling person. I have stated this before, and the fire I have walked through recently only confirms it: the modern workplace is a breeding ground for repression, projection, transference, and emotional violence. In today’s institutions, the people who effortlessly rise are rarely the most capable. Instead, they are the ones who have mastered the art of repression, denial, and blame-shifting to absolute perfection. They have buried their own feelings so deep that they no longer hear the screams of their own wounded child. And because they are entirely deaf to their own pain, they can step on others without a shred of guilt. They thrive in the corporate matrix because they have grown into full-blown sociopaths.
For the rare few who have done the brutal, liberating emotional work to free themselves from childhood repression, navigating these environments is like holding a double-edged sword. Emotional freedom makes you an instant target for malignant narcissists; your clarity acts as a mirror that reflects their deepest, unexamined imprisonment, and they will envy your freedom. However, that very same clarity is your ultimate armor.
Once a mind is truly free, it cannot be captured again. When you are no longer blinded by the repressed emotions of the child you once were, you see people’s patterns and predict their next moves long before they make them. You see the traps, and you refuse to step into the choreography.
The Mechanics of the Corporate Smear Campaign: DARVO
Recently, I became the target of two covert malignant narcissists in a group. The first was a charming, charismatic 26-year-old single mother; the second was a 22-year-old who replaced her. Both weaponized the exact same toxic playbook to try and get me fired: they made false reports, accusing me of the very behaviors and sabotages they themselves were committing.
This maneuver is a well-documented tactical phenomenon known as DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender), a concept pioneered by Dr. Jennifer J. Freyd. When a manipulator is exposed or fears losing control, they instinctively execute these three rigid steps to escape accountability:
Deny: They flatly refuse to accept responsibility or acknowledge reality, instantly deflecting blame.
Attack: They launch a vicious character assassination—a smear campaign—to ruin the reputation of the person speaking the truth, mobilizing "flying monkeys" to do their dirty work and destabilize the target.
Reverse Victim and Offender: They twist the narrative entirely, casting themselves as the fragile victims while painting the whistleblower as a malicious offender.
They weaponize projection. As Lucas Bean's recent psychological analysis perfectly articulated, every accusation is a confession. They accuse you first of what they are guilty of, so that when your evidence finally comes to light, your defense looks like mere retaliation to an emotionally blind audience.
The 26-year-old single mother who targeted me had a child at 17. One must ask the cold question: what kind of teenager thinks it is okay to bring a baby into this world, unless she subconsciously wants a human prop to exploit, hide behind, and use to manipulate others to fulfill her own unconscious needs? Her child's father is currently in prison. I have no doubt her psychological mind games helped put him there; he reacted blindly to her emotional abuse instead of walking away. Had he consciously felt his justified anger within the context of his own childhood—realizing she was merely a stand-in symbolizing a toxic caregiver from his past—he could have freed himself from ever falling into a malignant person's trap again.
Scapegoating: Voting for Your Own Destruction
The tragedy of the emotionally repressed is that they are entirely driven by forces they refuse to see. This young woman, surviving on food stamps and rental assistance, proudly voted for Donald Trump. When she told me she was voting for Trump. I responded: Really? But thought to myself: of course you are. Now, as his administration aggressively moves to gut the very social safety nets she depends on to survive, she is left blind to the reality of her choices.
Why do people consistently vote against their own self-interest? Because they are driven by a desperate, unresolved need to alleviate their childhood repression superficially. As I wrote many years ago in my post on Scapegoating, hatred can never be resolved by projecting it onto an external group. Trump won because he offered his followers the perfect, pre-packaged scapegoats—such as undocumented immigrants—to dump their repressed rage onto. They project their internal misery outward, blinded by the unresolved repressed hatred, completely unaware that the politicians they cheer for are dismantling the roofs over their heads.
The Ultimate Boundary: Standing in Evidence
The only way I survived these calculated attempts to destroy my livelihood was through radical emotional clarity and a simple, grounding strategy of protection:
Gather Cold Evidence: While they relied entirely on elaborate lies, gaslighting, and historical revisionism, I quietly collected texts, emails, and documentation.
Hold Strategic Silence: I refused to respond in anger. Anger is fuel for a narcissist and validates their false narrative to bystanders.
Present the Truth Once: I took the undeniable evidence to the people who matter, then I stopped.
As I shared with a reader years ago, we must never let others exploit our unresolved, repressed anger. If the people in power at a job are corrupt and refuse to look at objective evidence, it is an automatic sign to pack your bags and move on. You cannot force people to look at the evidence if they refuse to open their eyes.
Fortunately, those who mattered consisted of decent people who looked at the hard facts. Because my evidence and silence hallowed out their lies over time, their masks slipped, they fell directly into the traps they had set for me, and both of those malignant women are now gone.
Yes, they don't want anyone to be more successful than they are. That's why they constantly target me; they live in fear of me becoming a best-selling author. But it is only a matter of time—even if it happens after I am gone.
No matter what happens, I am already far more successful than they will ever be, because I am emotionally free.
“It is only after it is liberated that the self begins to articulate, to grow, and to develop its creativity. Where there had been only fearful emptiness or equally frightening grandiose fantasies, an unexpected wealth of vitality is now discovered. This is not a homecoming, since this home has never before existed. It is the creation of a home.”
Once a person has grown into a full-blown malignant narcissist, they will never change. Get the f**k away from them.
Never react or argue with them—just walk away. Your reaction is exactly what they want, and it’s what gives them power. I have deep compassion for the wounded children they once were, but I have absolutely zero compassion for the monsters they have chosen to become as adults.
Yes, they want you to chase after them. The only person I ever chased in my life was my ex, for 10 long years, and I promised myself I would never do it again. Family or not, I don't care how charming, beautiful, or wealthy someone is—I am done chasing.
For 20 years, I waited patiently for a niece, hoping she would grow and find the courage to do her emotional work. The very first time I said "no" to her, she went full-blown nuclear and blocked me on all social media. A few months later, she unblocked me, fully expecting me to run after her. Instead, I blocked her right back. She will never be let back into my life. Once someone consciously chooses darkness over light, I’m done!
Her anger boiled down to the fact that I refused to join her in humiliating her aunt and cousin in a family Facebook group. She showed me she had zero respect for me. I no longer give second chances. Disrespect me once, and I am out forever. Life is just too short to waste on people who don't know how to respect you.
Exactly 💯
"If you want to know an amazing human being with supernatural levels of love, compassion, integrity, and fortitude...look no further than a survivor of Narcissistic Abuse. They have overcome obstacles that would destroy most, and are a living, breathing example that good does conquer evil." Jill Wise Narcissistic Abuse Recovery 622 Coaching
A disagreement with a toxic partner will turn into an argument, which turns into a bigger problem. A disagreement with a divine partner will turn into a conversation that will lead to changed behavior or a solution.
Translation of the words "I don't agree with you". I am a person that sticks to the facts and evidence, so when someone says to me: I don't agree with you, it means that the person can’t handle facing the facts and evidence at the moment. If necessary I have learned to walk away from anyone that don’t have the courage to open their eyes to see and feel the facts and evidence. I am done hitting my head against walls. Life is too short to waste with people that lack the courage to open their eyes to see and feel. Free at last! Roger W.:True, intelligence can hide lots of faults, but only being close to people who always agree with you keeps you insulated. Being insulated from other points of view isn't healthy either. Sylvie Imelda SheneIt's not about agreeing about ideas. It's about being a seeing and feeling person. I have wasted enough time with unfeeling people in my life. Sorry but I am not wasting another minute of my life with unfeeling people. You either are a seeing and feeling person and emotionally honest and an authentic person or not. Roger W.:Your original post seemed to indicate if someone didn't agree with you then they were a "person who can’t handle the facts and evidence"... Sylvie Imelda SheneUsually when people say to me: I don't agree with you, they mean: the facts and evidence you are putting in front of me are too painful for me to face and feel. I totally understand because I know how hard it is to feel, but I don't have time for people that lack the courage to face and feel their own painful truth. People that are not capable of genuine feelings, they deceive themselves and others and they can become dangerous and that's why we live in world of lies and is a dangerous world because very few people are capable of feeling and seeing.
Once a person has grown into a full-blown malignant narcissist or evil, they are intentionally using their manipulative tactics to keep you hooked and stuck with them in their emotional prisons. They know precisely what they are doing. No, they don't learn from experience; they just keep playing their wicked games until they die. Run 🏃♂️ from these people as far as you can.
I grew up in Portugal surrounded by people with NPD. In 1981, I escaped to London when I was 22 and then to the US when I turned 25 years old. In the US, I got involved with a very charismatic and charming young man. His off-and-on love bomb kept me hooked for 10 long years. I have been free since the year 2000. Coming to accept that people try to undermine you, sabotage you, and try to destroy you is done intentionally and on purpose is hard to come to terms with. But once you accept evil people really exist, you never again ignore red flags, and never again, these people can manipulate you with their wicked mind games.
I came to learn how malignant narcissists or pure evil people really exist after I published my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions, and how much they hate the existence of people they can't control and manipulate. Since the publication of my book in 2014, I have been the target in the workplace of 4 psychological warfare. Once they know you see them as they really are and not how they like you to see them, you get a target on your back and they will gather all the forces at their command to try to destroy you. And it gave me proof that it was done intentionally.
Yes, they try to punish me for refusing to play the role they like me to play in their twisted dramas.
But the beauty of being an autonomous, free adult able to stand alone on my own two feet is that I can walk away and never look back. Now, when I'm the target of psychological warfare, I know right away who the director that starts it all is.
Walk away, don't react. Your reactions are what they want, and that's what gives them power.
"How Does Reactive Abuse Work?
Reactive abuse is an in-the-moment reaction to mistreatment from another person. When a victim reacts, the abuser uses this reaction to impart further abuse in the form of blame-shifting. The abuser will transform into a victim themselves in an attempt to make the victim view the situation in a different way and believe a different reality from the one that’s actually being lived. In this way, reactive abuse is often seen as a form of gaslighting, which is the emotional manipulation of a victim.
Why do Narcissists Use Reactive Abuse?
Ultimately, abusers tend to see reactive abuse as a ‘get out of jail free’ card. It acts as a form of justification for the behaviors that they exhibit towards another person. They know that they are abusive, but they use a person’s reactions as a valid reason for those behaviors. In many cases, an abuser will exaggerate the extent of the victim’s reaction, minimizing their own behaviors to make them appear victimized.
The real ‘value’ in reactive abuse for abusers comes in the fact that it can prevent many victims from coming forward, speaking up, and asking for help. Victims begin to believe that they are, in fact, to blame. This can make them scared to seek help, fearing authorities will believe the abuser and create consequences for the victim. Over time, victims begin to feel more and more trapped in a relationship. They feel they cannot leave and may start to form trauma bonds with their abuser."
Yes, narcissism is all about creating illusions to deceive, control, and manipulate.
Narcissists want money to have power over others.
Narcissists don't respect anyone! But they want others to respect them.
Exactly! I was captive for 10 long years. I have been free for 25 years.
Run from these people as far as you can.
Yes, many narcissists love a challenge. That's why I became a target of malignant narcissists after I published my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions.
I agree. If people grow in different directions and don't share the same values, just walk away. Life is too short to waste with people who don't grow with you and just want to pull you back into their emotional prisons. It doesn't matter if they have NPD or not.
I agree. The 12-step program doesn't help. I went to Al-Anon and CoDA for many years, and only it gave me was false hope. I think you may like reading my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions where I share my life experiences and psychological discoveries. It took me over 40 years, but finally, I'm free. Since I published my first book it has been a constant dance with malignant narcissists trying to regress me into the emotional prison of my childhood.
The workplace is the only place these malignant narcissists can get close to me.
Being a seeing and a feeling person is like a double-edged sword, it protects you but also makes you a target of these malignant narcissists that are among us everywhere, especially in the workplace.
Yes, they are only nice to you if it benefits them!
No, you can't have a healthy relationship with a narcissist. They want you to think they have a healthy relationship and that they are happy by posting pictures pretending to be happy on social media. But I know the true state of affairs behind the pretty pictures. What the public can see and what goes on behind the scenes are two completely different stories.
Very true! Nothing you could have said or done diferently would have changed the outcome with a malignant narcissist. Relationships with a narcissist never end well. It is what it is.
That's a waste of time to try to talk to them. Don't react or argue with them and just walk away and let them meet their future and destiny.
Never argue, confront, or react to a malignant narcissist. Anything you do or say, they will twist anything you say and use it against you. Just walk away and never allow them to enter into your life again.
Rise above the malignant narcissists' bullshit, because reacting to their BS, that's what they want and that's what gives them power.
"In professional environments, they want you to blow up so that coworkers and superiors see you as unstable. In romantic settings, they want you to lash out so that they can use your “hysterical” reactions to show potential partners and exes how crazy you’ve become. Until we understand this, we’ll continue to fall into their trap."
Narcissism is an epidemic. Be very careful who you give love and time to.
In order to stop focusing on others and to stop trying to control or manipulate others, they would have to develop the courage to look at themselves and face and feel their painful truths. That's the last thing they want to do. Controlling people are cowards.
It's amazing to me all these very well-articulate and smart people none of them mention that the reason people grow into full-blown malignant narcissists or bullies is because they are too afraid to be alone to face themselves and consciously feel the painful feelings triggered by their endless disastrous reenactments...
I know. They have been this way since childhood. They are the classic case of the drama of the gifted child Dr. Alice Miller describes beautifully in her book The Drama of the Gifted Child.
Walk away and let them learn the hard way. I have learned to walk away from anyone who refuses to open their eyes to see and feel.
That's exactly what they do when you are direct with them. Best thing to do is to walk away and never let them into your life again. They just waste your time.
EVIL WILL VERY RARELY EXPOSE ITSELF TO PUBLIC LIGHT. IT MUST HIDE. AND IT ALMOST ALWAYS HIDES UNDER THE PRETEXT OF SOMETHING VIRTUOUS.
Yesterday, while at work, I got a comment on myFacebookpost asking me to PM him about Kyle Wilson.And as you see below in the private messages exchanged, my ex-boss used to be a Sheriff, and there is a big cover-up that involves the sociopaths at the community where I used to work, the FBI, the US Marshals, AND the Media. It seems you can't trust anyone in a position of power. There is so much corruption everywhere. There is corruption at every level of power. Everyone is focused on the sociopaths in the white house, but how we prevent sociopaths from getting into the highest office of the land is to expose them and their corruption at the local level. We fight corruption from the bottom up and not from the top, but as we witnessed at my place of work -- where I worked for nine and a half years -- no one had the courage to expose the sociopaths and their corruption. And no one cares that my livelihood was almost destroyed by these very bad players. In Portugal, there is a big cover-up to keep the crimes of Doctor Julio Machado Vaz in the dark, and in America, there is a big cover-up to keep the crimes of an Ex-Sheriff. And the company he worked for.
You and Mr. X aren't connected on Facebook 9-6-2017 11:36AM
Mr. X.: I would like to know more about Kyle Wilson for personal reasons. I don't know how to explain why. How much do you know about him, anyhow I found a post online about the bank robbery, as I try to do my homework
You accepted X's request.
MR. X.: Not sure if I want to know, maybe it's best to leave it alone, in the end, he broke her heart
Sylvie Imelda Shene: Kyle Wilson was a criminal who joined a mob of sociopaths in a plot to destroy me. He broke her heart, and because of him, I lost my job of nine and a half years and more than half of my income. He projected himself into me by treating me like I was a criminal, but a year later, we saw who was the true criminal. But it's a big cover-up, and everyone is silent. After the emotional harassment I went through at my job, I will never look at another human being the same way, and I pretty much lost all hope for humanity. Every time society allows sociopaths to go Scott free and win, we all lose. No wonder we live in this messed-up world.
Mr. X.: Did you know he was a former law enforcement officer? There is so much covered up. But his wife did share what she knew. From what I gathered, he was up to something bigger, and it’s been covered up. Especially since the FBI and marshals got involved. I know about borderline personality disorders, as my ex messed me up for years. Still cleaning up the mess she left on the kids. But the kids finally figured it out. Sad world
Sylvie Imelda Shene: No, I didn’t know he was in law enforcement, I just know it’s a big cover-up! Thank you for writing. The information you share with me might be helpful in the future. My story is going to be heard sooner or later. I’m patient. I’m sorry your ex was also a sociopath, and you are still cleaning up her mess. Me too, I’m still cleaning up after the mess of being the target of a mob of sociopaths at my job.
Sylvie Imelda Shene: Don't worry, I will keep you anonymous... but this information is very valuable to me.
Mr. X. Hope it helps.
Sylvie Imelda Shene: Thank you! Read my letters to the media in the links below: Open Letter to the Media The Silence from the Media is Deafening "For most people, when we do an act which hurts somebody else, we feel guilt, we have regret, remorse, and shame. The sociopath does not experience these feelings. He will only experience regret if his actions have affected his own life, and therefore damaged himself." Read More Here To read more about my experiences with the mob of sociopaths or narcissists at my last job, read my blog, Experienced Knowledge
NARC SPEAK: A TRANSLATION
You're ugly, you're quite beautiful
You're stupid- you're more intelligent than me
You're crazy, don't want you to tell the truth about me
You're a liar- you're telling the truth
You're cheating, I'm cheating
You're dishonest, I'm slandering you and blaming you for something illegal I am doing.
The other day, someone found my blog with the keyword "tackleberry bandit az", so out of curiosity, I googled the keyword and I found the FBI's wanted poster of my ex-boss, a middle-aged white man, and an ex-sheriff! They treated me like a criminal, and they accused me of making threats, but look who was the criminal and going around making threats to kill people if they didn't comply with his commands!
If it were me, the little woman to commit a crime, my name and face would have been splashed all over the news stations! And then all probably go on TV talking about how disturbed the little woman was -- to discredit me and my book --and make a name for themselves by standing on my head. And all probably say that you need God in your life, my ex-boss was a Mormon, a man of God, but he was the one to lose his mind, but now it's a big cover-up. I could see their games and traps so clearly. I was their target to destroy, but when it was one of them who self-destructed, all became silent, and no one cares that these criminals with their projections and lies -- I lost my job and more than half of my income -- AND they could have destroyed my life completely. There is no humanity! Most people are all fake and pretenders -- acting as if personalities pretending to be good people -- but are wolves in sheep's clothing. I'm done with humanity! Humanity is on the path to self-destruction, and with the aid of technology, it is going to happen much faster! And there is nothing I can do besides smiling and waving at those who pass by me, following false heroes and leaders, taking them to an abyss. I will keep sharing my experiences and psychological discoveries with anyone that listens, but who wants to listen to someone that once made a living as a topless dancer and now as a gate attendant to upscale gated communities that in most people's eyes are nobodies and could not possibly have anything of importance to tell anyone! So I just smile and wave! AND enjoy my newfound freedom. Sad for them, but happy for me!
My ex-boss had the perfect cover; he would rob banks and take cover at Securitas, the security company! Perfect cover! But on March 11, 2016, on my birthday, he chose the wrong day to rob banks, because he never made it to his cover at the Securitas office. My birthday was the wrong day to go out robbing banks!
"Tackleberry Bandit" Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona November 25, 2015; December 14, 2015; December 24, 2015, UNKNOWN SERIAL BANK ROBBER
DESCRIPTION
Height: 5'5" to 5'7" Sex: Male Build: Medium Race: White Age: 30 to 40 years old "Tackleberry Bandit" Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona November 25, 2015; December 14, 2015; December 24, 2015, UNKNOWN SERIAL BANK ROBBER DESCRIPTION Weapon Used: Black semi-automatic handgun (possibly a Glock)
CAUTION
On November 25, 2015, at approximately 9:53 a.m., an unknown suspect entered the Comerica Bank located at 2200 South Gilbert Road in Chandler, Arizona. He was armed with a gun, which he pointed at employees while ordering them to the rear of the bank by the teller counter. The employees were then ordered to get on their knees. The suspect gave two bank bags to a teller and demanded currency. The suspect shouted to the employees not to activate any alarms and threatened to shoot the employees if they didn’t comply.
He was given money and fled the bank in an unknown direction. The unknown suspect wore a black ski mask, black sunglasses, a long-sleeved black shirt, black leather gloves, a tan, tactical-style belt, green "tactical" cargo pants (similar to 5.11 tactical cargo pants), and brown hiking-style shoes. He carried two blue, zippered bank bags. The suspect may have worn a ballistic vest under his shirt. On December 14, 2015, at approximately 4:10 p.m., an unknown suspect entered the BMO Harris Bank located at 2955 East Chandler Heights in Chandler, Arizona. The suspect held a black semi-automatic handgun, along with two blue, zippered bank bags. He proceeded directly to the teller counter, then handed the bank bags to the tellers and ordered them to fill the bags with money. The suspect ordered another employee from their office and directed all the employees to lie on the ground. Height: 5'5" to 5'7" Sex: Male Build: Medium Race: White Age: 30 to 40 years old "Tackleberry Bandit"
Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona; Chandler, Arizona November 25, 2015; December 14, 2015; December 24, 2015 UNKNOWN SERIAL BANK ROBBER DESCRIPTION Weapon Used: Black semi-automatic handgun (possibly a Glock) December 24, 2015, December 24, 2015, November 25, 2015 November 25, 2015 The suspect was described as a White male, approximately 30 years old, 5’7” tall, and 175 pounds. He wore a black hooded sweatshirt, a black ski mask, black sunglasses, tan cargo pocket pants (similar to 5.11 tactical cargo pants), and tan hiking-style boots. He carried two blue, zippered bank bags. On December 24, 2015, at approximately 11:21 a.m., an unknown suspect entered the Amtrust Bank located at 4979 South Alma School Road in Chandler, Arizona, holding a semi-automatic handgun and pointing it at employees and customers. The suspect confronted employees and demanded money, then ordered them to lie on the floor. After obtaining the currency, the suspect placed the money inside of two blue bank bags and fled the bank.
The suspect was described as a White male, 5’6” tall with a medium build. He wore a black ski mask, a black sweatshirt, black gloves, tan 5.11 tactical pants, tan hiking-style boots. He carried two blue, zippered bank bags. SHOULD BE CONSIDERED ARMED AND DANGEROUS If you have information regarding these robberies, please contact the FBI's Phoenix Field Office at 623-466-1999. If you have any information concerning this case, please contact your local FBI Office or the nearest American Embassy or Consulate. You can also submit a tip at: tips.fbi.gov Field Office: Phoenix
Here is a picture of my ex-boss, the bank robber, in a Santa Claus suit.
"The unconscious compulsion to avenge repressed injuries is more powerful than reason. That is the lesson that all tyrants teach us. One should not expect judiciousness from a mad person motivated by compulsive panic. One should, however, protect oneself from such a person." Alice Miller -- Breaking Down the Wall of Silence, page 82
Women everywhere have been paying the price for the mother's sins since the beginning of time... I have been the target, many times, of society's repressed anger, and if I didn't see these psychological mechanisms clear, I probably would not be here right now...
Very good question, Christa Van Vuuren. At my job for nine and a half years. I too was treated like a criminal, and my locker was broken into in search of anything they could pin me down with. They destroyed all the evidence I had collected of their emotional harassment. But when one of them, exactly a year later, got caught committing a crime and killed himself in a police standoff, an ex-sheriff and a middle-aged White man -- now they all became silent, and it is a big cover-up by the FBI, the US Marshals, and the media. If it were me, the little woman who committed a crime, my face and name would have been splashed all over the news stations everywhere.
To read more about my experiences with the mob of sociopaths or narcissists at my last job read my blog Experienced Knowledge
July 31, 2019
Hi E,
I hope you are doing well.
I have been busy with work, but still not making enough moneyto recover financially from being the target of a mob of malignant narcissists or dangerously repressed people. I tried to find out if you were a supporter of Donald Trumpbecause that would have been a big clue for me if you had become a seeing person. And when I found out you were a supporter of Donald Trumpand every time Trump would show his authentic self like making fun of a disabled person, grabbing women by the pussy, and when he said that he could shoot someone and not lose any votes --I was hoping to hear you say: after seeing how ignorant Donald Trump is I cannot vote in a good conscious for Donald Trump and I have no choice but to vote for Hilary because, in spite of her imperfections, she will be better for the Country and the world in the long run. But those words never came from you, and that’s how I know you didn’t open your eyes, not even a little bit. And that’s what makes me the saddest.
I wanted to share the emails I sent to T C, the management company that used to manage Sxxxxxxxr, and Pxx Pxxx, who used to be the Sxxxxxxxr property manager and is the one who instigated the plot against me. Well, T C has become another Pxx Pxx casualty too, they lost the Sxxxxxxxr account!
Pxx Pxxx was allowed to feel jealous and envious of me, and ifshe felt those feelings in private and never took any actions to hurt me, no one would have gotten hurt. And I’m sure my boss would not have lost his mind like he did and would still be alive.She should have read my book and tried to put it into practice. In my book, I make it very clear that feelings don't hurt anyone; actions do.
Writing Reenactment is now something I must do. I know J would love to help me write it. I would like to work with Andrew Crofts, but I don’t know if I can ever afford him. If he believes in me and my book, he will make the right price for me.
It will be 3 to 4 years until I’m ready financially to startworking on Reenactment, and until then, a lot can happen.
Let me know if you'd like to meet up for coffee sometime.
Sylvie
From: Sylvie Shene <s@.com>
Date: Wed, Jul 31, 2019 at 10:06 AM
Subject: Re: Sxxxxxxxxr
To: J M B <@.net>
Hi there!
Looks like T C was another casualty of Pxx Pxxx, whenmalignant narcissists are allowed to go on with their deceptions, in the end, everyone loses! And it looks like TC is a loser too because they lost the Sxxxxxxxr account!I was her target to destroy, but when my boss, the guy she recruited to do her dirty work, self-destructed, all those who joined in on her plot became silent! Too bad, I didn't have the resources to take her to court, because I had enough witnesses to prove her malicious actions against me.
But I'm sure wherever she is, she is not doing well, because when a malignant narcissist's false image is broken and their true colors are exposed for everyone to see, they all lose their minds, so I'm sure she is not doing well. With her lies, mind games, and the very well-orchestrated psychological warfare, she was sure she could make me lose my mind and then prove Sylvie was crazy -- big mistake -- in the end -- she is the one to lose her mind and everyone that joined in on her plot to destroy me will have a similar fate. We already know the fate of my ex-boss!
She only had six more months until her retirement, and if she left me alone and did not try to use her last six months to destroy me, she could have ended her service at Sxxxxxxxr on a good note, and most people would never know that she was a malignant narcissist. And T C I have no doubt would still have Sxxxxxxxr account, but instead, by coming after me, she revealed to everyone her true colors! And now everyone knows she is a liar, a malignant narcissist! It's a small world, as you see below:
July 25, 2019
RM: It’s a small world- I worked with Kyle at Securitas as a branch manager – from 2011- 2012, when I transferred out here with Securitas- horrible story.
Sylvie: Indeed, it is a small world. You knew Kyle!? It's a shame he was not strong enough to stand up to do the right thing and let himself become a puppet of the property manager in Sxxxxxxxxr -- he paid a high price for it.
The last time I saw him, I will never forget it, this memory will always be vivid in my mind, he was standing in the Sxxxxxxxxr gatehouse with his crony Mark Burle that was relieving me at 2:30, Kyle put this guy in my team to mess with my mind and sabotage me from within, trying to get something on me to grab on to pin me down with, two big guys, Mark Burle over six foot tall and kyle 5'5" to 5'7" as his FBI poster says, they both joining together to protect themselves from a small woman that I'm not even 5 feet tall, looking at me like I was a criminal. But, we saw a year later who the true criminals were.
I used to have a locker in Sxxxxxxxr where I kept personal stuff, and I had evidence of their mind games, lies, and psychological warfare, but Kyle broke into my locker and destroyed everything.
Securitas has lost a couple of communities because of what they did to me. And I think Sxxxxxxxr, the present board has not gotten rid of Securitas because I think Securitas is blackmailing them with a lawsuit if they break ties with them because I'm sure they could get a lot of evidence that the property manager was the instigator and contributed to Kyle losing his mind and drove him to self-destruct. [Update! Finally, on May 14 - 22, Sxxxxxxxr has gotten rid of Securitas, the security company. I still do side jobs in this community, like pet sitting and house watching, and that's why I found out they are using a new security company!]
I was the target; she wanted me dead, in jail, or in a mental hospital, but Kyle, the person she recruited to do her dirty work, was the one to lose his mind and self-destruct.
Did you also know Rachelle MacArthur in HR, she got in on the plot too trying to get me to make a mistake and say the wrong thing, but I just looked at her and said to myself: you are not going to get out of me the reaction you are looking for, so you have something on me to grab on to pin me down with. A seeing person cannot be played with and cannot be trapped.
I might have to walk away and lose money, but what I have cannot be bought with money or stolen, and this is what makes some people so jealous and envious of me.
We should try to get the Sxxxxxxxxr account. I know everyone on the Sxxxxxxxxr board that joined the property manager on the plot to destroy me- all board members have been forced to resign, and some sold their houses and left in shame. The new board got rid of the management company, too. I'm waiting to see when they are going to get rid of Securitas, too!
The world is so small that when I left Securitas and came to Safeguard, I ended up in a small community called CM in PV, but six months later, they departed with Safeguard, and they hired a new security company called T.
The residents in CM liked me, so they asked me if I would switch to the new company. I liked it there because it was a small, easy community, and the bonus at Christmas was very good, plus it was 10 minutes away from my house, just that alone, I saved a lot of money on gas, so I did switch. You are not going to believe it. The owners of T S C and C V used to work for Securitas, too, and they left Securitas to start their own security company! And they, too, knew Kyle Wilson!
Do you know also S C and C V? They put a guy there working with me, his name was Dan, I don’t remember his last name now, anyway he felt threatened by me, because everyone in the community liked me and he too started playing mind games with me and the whole scenario of Sxxxxxxxxr was starting to happen all over again – I did make a complaint -- to C V, but they took Dan’s side because once again the little women could not possibly be speaking the truth! :-) They tried to accommodate me by telling Dan to just communicate with me via the company smartphone and to leave the moment I arrived to relieve him. Still, every chance he had, he would try to mess with me, so instead of letting it escalate, as I did in Sxxxxxxxxr, about a month later, I gave my two weeks’ notice and came back to Safeguard. I end up here at E M! Hard to believe, but it has been over 3 years already that I have been at E M, and as long as I’m not targeted by bad players and people are not playing mind games with me, I will hang in here!
Anyway, about a month later, this guy Dan, whom they believed over me, got mad and walked out on the job abandoning the post, they got a dose of his poison, and once again they saw I was speaking the truth. The lady in the chair of security in CM at the time told me that there are always two sides to a story, and I told her: yes, there are always two sides to a story, one is the truth and the other is BS, and I’m walking away with the truth.
After Dan abandoned the post, T started to get in trouble with the community, and to save the account, they called me apologizing and asking me to come back, but they woke up too late. And in the following January, they lost the CM account; they had been there for not even a year! Now, CM has a different security company. We should also try to get CM back.