Saturday, June 16, 2018

Humanity has Become Evil - A Cancer

Hi E,
Thank you for writing!
I know how hard it is to get things taped. I want to make more videos, but it’s so hard to do good videos! I’m thinking about buying a teleprompter so I don’t have to memorize the text of what I like to say. 
To tell you the truth I’m kind of giving up on humanity and I don’t feel like trying anymore to reach those like me -- that feel all alone -- waiting to hear the truth that can set us free – like I once was.
I have put out there my testimony of the septs to take to free oneself and now those like me that want it, they have to do their part and dig hard and deep like I did to find the truth that can set us free, because the sociopaths and charlatans of this world will work very hard day and night to distract the masses and bury the real truth very deep and make it very difficult for people like me to find it.  Because if the real truth reached many people like me, their pretty lies and illusions would crumble like a house of cards and they would lose all their power over others.
This is why I keep getting target by sociopaths because they feel threatened by me and my book, so they want to break me to discredit me and my book. 
Liliane Rombout or Olane Roos – whatever she calls herself now -- the psychologist from the Netherlands that really broke the camel’s back. 
It’s unbelievable and I still can’t believe it that this woman contacted me acting all understanding and saying all the rights things to gain my trust, but the moment I let her in and let her read my manuscript, she wasted no time looking for something in it that she could grab on to turn on me and play mind games with me -- to try to regress me into the emotional prison of my childhood -- to discredit me and my book.

She never saw me in my book or heard me, she just saw her own projections and what she wanted to see to use as tools for manipulation. And then when she was not able to regress me at the time, she sits 4 years with her critique full with her own projections and changes her name before publishing her critique. She never predicted that I would figure out that Liliane Rombout and Olane Roos is one and the same.
I see clearly the games people play and I’m free from all people’s projections and I no longer allow anyone standing in symbolizing my childhood abusers to manipulate me to bring me back the emotional prison of my childhood. Free at last!!!

Isn’t this a calculated move of a malignant narcissist or sociopath?!

Malignant narcissists and sociopaths in the mental health profession are the worst because they have mastered the art of manipulating people's repressed emotions to do exactly what they want -- they are the most deceiving and cause a lot of harm.

I guess she didn’t believe what I wrote in my book that I had consciously experienced and understood the repressed emotions of the child I once was within the context of my own childhood and no longer they can be used by sociopaths, psychopaths or malignant narcissists to grab on to use as reins to manipulate me and gain control over me to bring me back to an emotional prison.

I will still try to write to everyone that writes to me but from now on I will be very careful and not trust anyone that contacts me saying all the right things, because most likely -- they are not real -- it’s a lie. Just like Alice Miller wrote me in an e-mail: “I have learned over the years of my work on the internet that there are readers who SEEM to understand SOME of what I have written, at least intellectually, but they are still so afraid of their very cruel parents and of their repressed FEELINGS of rage towards them that they are constantly looking for scapegoats.
They thus live in a continual confusion pretending that they are healed and even offering help and empathy to others. But eventually they use unconsciously other people (even the ones who are quite friendly to them) as a poisonous container like their parents did to them, and if the offended people begin to defend themselves they can become very mean.
I can only urge you to trust your feelings and do NOT offer your empathy and interest to everybody just because they say they read and understood everything I have written. In most of the cases, it is a lie. To understand my books means to overcome the fear of one’s parents, to honestly feel the justified rage TOWARD THEM and to no longer use others to getting free from the accumulated rage.”

Obviously Liliane Rombout or Olane Roos, she still scared of the repressed emotions of the child she once was at her own mean mother, otherwise, would not have looked on the internet for someone she could target to project herself into and use as her scapegoat.
What Really Makes Narcissists Tick“The characteristic subjective experience of narcissistic individuals is a sense of inner emptiness and meaninglessness that requires recurrent infusions of external confirmation of their importance and value. . . . When the environment fails to provide such evidence, narcissistic individuals feel depressed, ashamed, and envious of those who succeed in attaining the supplies that they lack.”

Every time there is a mass shooting or a celebrity commits suicide, they all talk about the importance of mental health and share the phone number for National Suicide Prevention Lifeline --   that all it does is to make themselves feel better and fool the masses that they care --- their lies and mind games is what pushes some people over the edge, because they are tired of performing and they no longer can live pretending and acting as if personality and they give up, killing themselves, others or both.
I’m done I just want to be left alone to enjoy for the rest of my life my freedom and peace. It was a long journey! 

I just wish sociopaths, psychopaths and malignant narcissists stopped targeting me and left me alone --  and gave up on trying to bring me back into an emotional prison -- but I understand that nothing triggers their jealousy and hatred more than a seeing a truly happy and free person and are driven blindly by jealousy and hatred.   And to protect myself I have to keep long bridges from people and not cross it too often in order to enjoy my freedom and peace for the rest of my life.

Eventually, I still want to write and publish “Reenactment” for those searching for the whole truth about the real face of humanity, it is ugly very ugly!!! And sometimes I think no one is real out there.
Thanks to writing and publishing A Dance to Freedom I got to see how ugly it really is!!! I always felt and suspected it -- that it was very ugly, but thanks to my book I got to see it really close staring it in the face at a very close range. it was dangerous to be that close to it, and now I have no doubt humanity is evil -- cancer. And the more I come to the conclusion that very few people out there are capable of being real and authentic.
Enough talking about humanity! Enjoy your weekend,

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