Friday, March 27, 2015

Germanwings Plane Crash

GermanwingsPlane Crash

Co-pilot’s mental illness is without a doubt connected to his childhood, but I have no doubt that sociopaths in his present life maliciously and purposely regressed him into the state of the helpless child, and they triggered the repressed overwhelming strong feelings of the child he once was, and without a true enlightened witness in his present life to help him understand what was happening to him and the real roots of his despair, helpless and powerless; the repressed emotions of the child combined with the emotions from the present betrayal by the sociopaths in his present life, it drove him to do an evil act, but the truly evil people are the sociopaths in his present life that drive vulnerable people like him to do the evil acts for them. I have no doubt the sociopaths in his present life are in secret enjoying his destruction and all the destruction of the innocent people he took with him.
Recently in my last job I was the target of a mob of sociopaths that tried every trick in the book, with elaborate schemes to regress me into my childhood wounds so they could declare me mentally unstable and have a reason to fire me, but because I resolved my childhood repression and no longer blinded by the repressed emotions of the child I once was, I could see very clearly through their schemes and mind games and they were not able to regress me, they reminded me of the pain I suffered as a child, but they could not regress me and when they run out of tricks they just fired me without a cause. 

Sociopaths are cowards and pure evil because they manipulate others with their mind games and schemes into doing the evil acts for them and they block the healing truth that can free a person from their childhood emotional prisons, they are not interested in healing themselves and support others healing, their goal is to covertly and behind seductive lies and the illusion of love and help to destroy as many souls as possible.

Sociopaths or narcissist people their goal is to drive their victims to destructive acts and don’t care about Collateral damage it might cause to innocent people, even if they themselves are hurt in the process, actually they hope they too are hurt and the public is watching, so they can play the victim role and manipulate the public to their side. 

They love to play the victim role to get others sympathy and manipulate them to give them what they want. They are masters at doing this, just like Marie France Hirigoyen said in her book Stalking the Soul: “...When the victim loses control, the abuser simply injects a small dose of provocation and contempt to obtain a reaction and later reproaches her for it. If, for example, the reaction is anger, he makes sure that everyone sees it. On occasion, an outsider might even feel compelled to call the police. One even sees cases of abusers egging their victims on: “poor thing, you can’t expect anything from life; I don’t know why you haven’t jumped out the window!” It’s easy after that for the abuser to make the victim a mental case. The victim needs to act, but because she is blocked by the hold over her, she can only find her freedom in an extreme gesture. To an outsider, any impulsive action, especially a violent one, is considered pathological. The person reaction to provocation seems responsible for the crises. Guilt in the eyes of the abuser; she appears like the aggressor to outsiders, who don’t understand that she can no longer live trapped in a horrible situation. Whatever she does, she can’t set herself free: if reacts, she is responsible for starting the conflict and is she doesn’t react, the deadly stalking of her soul continues. 

As he drives his victim to destruction, the abuser gets that much more pleasure from pointing out her weakness or unleashing her violence. He makes her feel debased and unworthy. Depending on her reaction, she is described as temperamental and neurotic, alcoholic, or suicidal. The victim feels defenseless and tries to justify herself as if she were, in fact, guilty. The abuser’s pleasure double: he bamboozles or humiliates his victim and subsequently rubs her nose in her humiliation. While the victim dwells on her guilt, the abuser benefits from the situation, making sure to cast himself as the victim. Justification becomes impossible when nothing is said and no reproach is made. Desperate to find a solution to this horrifying impasse, the victim may be tempted in turn to use innuendo and manipulation. The relationship then becomes ambiguous: who is the abuser and who the victim.   The ideal outcome for the abuser is to succeed in making the other “evil,” which transforms the evil into something more normal because it is now shared. He wants to inject the other with what is bad in him. To corrupt is the ultimate goal. His greatest satisfaction lies in driving his target to destructive acts or, in a larger framework, leading several individuals to finish each other off.” Read more here 
I read that the co-pilot, Andreas Lubitz’, was seeing a psychiatric doctor and taking medication. Going to see a psychiatric doctor was his biggest mistake. What he needed was a true enlightened witness to help him see and understand the real roots of his depression and despair and give him support to consciously feel the repressed feelings within the context of his own childhood.

Usually, you don’t find a true enlightened witness within the so call “mental health professionals” in most cases, they are the most repressed people I know hiding behind their degrees, seductive theories and illusions deceiving themselves and others and aggravating their patients' conditions.

When society is going to wake up that in the long run medication doesn’t help people resolve childhood repression, but actually makes it worse. Just as Alice Miller says in an answer to one of her readers about the Virginia tech shooting. “The Virginia Tech story is a flight from the own history with the help of drugs. They only help to flee and not to see. I am so glad for you that you dared to feel.”

Totally! The co-pilot took the final flight from his history by taking his own life and taking with him 150 passengers.
The quotes below from the Facebook page Stop the Narcissist Now are so true!

Yep! This was one of the big reasons I was targeted by the sociopath that was the property manager at my last job because I am a truly happy and free person, but she was not able to destroy me and she didn't walk away wearing my skin. But instead, her true self was revealed.
Hurting and destroying others lives is their painkilling drug. It's an addiction that keeps their own childhood repression intact. Just like I wrote in my book A Dance to Freedom page 118: "... as long our pain remains repressed we will unconsciously and compulsively do to others what was once done to us."
Yes, this reversed illusion was their plan. I could see so clearly the illusion they were trying to create and that's why I'm here to talk about it! I guess they didn't believe me when I said in my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide from Lies and Illusions. That I don't fall for illusions anymore! Free at last! They wanted to discredit me and my book, but they just gave more evidence that what I wrote in my book is the whole truth based on facts and evidence.

All malignant narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths love to play the victim card and make appear their real victims as the abusers, but when their targets are able to see clearly the games they play and articulate the real situation of what really is taking place; the targets of the malignant narcissists cease of becoming a victim. 

To read more about my experiences with the mob of sociopaths or narcissists at my last job read my blog Experienced Knowledge  

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Forgiveness is a Trap

Comments on the Stop the Narcissist Now’s Facebook page photo.

Recently I was the target of a mob of sociopaths or narcissists at my work and because of it, I lost my job of 9 and half years. A coworker that is very religious started to preach to me how I needed to forgive them for the harm they have caused me. I left his presence feeling sick to my stomach because he was discarding my hurt feelings and repressing me with his preaching about forgiveness. I felt so nauseous that I just wanted to throw up. Read more here.
Preaching forgiveness is another form of abuse that keeps us stuck in their emotional prisons. You have to allow yourself to feel all of your authentic feelings caused by the trauma we suffered from the sociopaths/narcissists. Feelings don't cause harm to ourselves or others, only actions can cause harm, but the repression of our authentic feelings will harm us and keeps us stuck in the emotional prison. Forgiveness is a lid that represses our feelings and as long as our feelings are repressed we stay stuck.

Just as Alice Miller wrote: They work under the influence of various interpretations culled from both Western and Oriental religions, which preach forgiveness to the once-mistreated child. Thereby, they create a new vicious circle for people who, from their earliest years, have been caught in the vicious circle of pedagogy. This, they refer to as "therapy". In so doing, they lead them into a trap from which there is no escape, the same trap that once rendered their natural protests impossible, thus causing the illness in the first place. Because such therapists, caught as they are in the pedagogic system, cannot help patients to resolve the consequences of the traumatization they have suffered, they offer them traditional morality instead. In recent years I have been sent many books from the United States of America describing different kinds of therapeutic intervention by authors with whom I am not familiar. Many of these authors presume that forgiveness is an indispensable condition for successful therapy. This notion appears to be so widespread in therapeutic circles that it is not always called into question - something urgently needed. For forgiveness does not resolve latent hatred and self-hatred but can cover them up in a very dangerous way. “ Alice Miller Read more here
The words below by Alice Miller about forgiveness are also very true. From my experience admitting the truth is a must, but we must also feel the whole range of our repressed emotions within the context of our own childhood, otherwise, the compulsion to repeat or reenact our childhood drama will continue endless one way or another. “…preaching forgiveness is not only hypocritical and futile but also actively dangerous. It masks the compulsion to repeat. The only thing that can protect us from repetition is the admission of the truth, with all its implications. Once we know as accurately as possible what our parents did to us, we are no longer in danger of repeating their misdeeds. Otherwise, we will do so automatically, and with all the tenacity at our disposal, we will resist the idea that we can---and indeed must---break off our infant attachment to parents who abused us if we want to become adults and live of our own in peace. We must give up the confusion we lived in as infants, the confusion stemming from early attempts to understand abuse and give it a meaning. As adults we can do that; we can learn to understand how morality in therapy gets in the way of the healing of the wounds we carry around inside us.” From the book “The Body Never Lies: The Lingering Effects of Cruel Parenting” by Alice Miller page 152.

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Sociopaths and Narcissists Make sure they get to the Crowd Early

The quotes below from the Facebook page Stop the Narcissists Now articulate exactly what the sociopaths/narcissists at my last job did to me and why they target me. They made sure they got to the crowd earlier and isolate me. It was pure evil!

Tuesday, March 17, 2015


Reading the quotes above, the property manager at the community where I worked comes to mind. She was very jealous of me and she and the board manipulated by her came up with a messy packages abusive procedure, but then I came up with a package procedure that was really efficient and she comes up to me saying:"I heard you created a very efficient package procedure" and I just ignored her, because I knew she was full of it and then she says: I am trying to give you a compliment! She was trying to give me a compliment my ass, she was seeing what else she could come up with to bring me down. She has everyone fooled, but she never had me fooled from day one, I knew I could not trust her. These words from an article I just read could not be truer: "13. Suspect Flattery
Flattery and compliments are different, and you should learn to tell them apart. Sociopaths use flattery as a tool for manipulation." Read more HERE 
Yes, I can tell when someone is genuine and authentic or when someone is trying to create a smoke screen to blind me and manipulate me.  
The quotes at the bottom also articulates exactly what the property manager did. Totally she wanted to destroy me! And she got the new guy and the Security Company to finished the job she started, she is talented!!! Read more quotes here.

Indeed... this describes exactly the property manager at my last job.
To read more about my experiences with the mob of sociopaths or narcissists at my last job read my blog Experienced Knowledge  

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Sociopaths or Evil People what they Fear the most is the Light

The words written below on the Facebook page Boys Deserve Better sharing the link to the article: FLORIDA: Belligerent Judge Seeks the Circumcision of a 4 Year Old. Articulate the psychological mechanisms I went through in my last job.

It's sad to live in a society that the law goes after a mother for protecting her child. We live in a very sick society when the law protects abusers and wants to silence the victims. The psychological mechanisms expressed below were exactly what I went through in my last job, where the abusers were protected and I was attacked and they did everything to destroy me and silence me. Yes, evil people what they fear most is the light. And I was hated at my last job for shining the light on them.
"Why was the judge complicit in trying to keep this case under wraps?

It is said that only those who do evil hate the light, and avoid it, lest their deeds should be reproved. They clench their fists and gnash their teeth when anybody dares shine light on them. It is those who speak the truth, and fear not the truth who don't fear the light. Lo, they come to it and stand in it that their deeds may be made manifest.

The judge also ordered the media not to release the name of the child, and also asked reporters to be "sensitive" about identifying the parents, "Not in deference to me, but in deference to the protection of the individuals involved."

Just whom does the judge want to "protect?" And why? Certainly not the boy. The boy and his well-being are his least concern. He's talking about the "protection" the father who would be surely hated for his actions. And he is most definitely talking about himself, who would be seen as nothing more than an enabler of the deliberate violation of this child's basic human rights.

They all know they are engaging in deliberate child abuse through forced genital mutilation, and they do not want the light of scrutiny shone on them.

That is why they wanted to have concluded this case in secret."

Read my blog Experienced Knowledge about my experience with emotional harassment in the workplace.

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Who makes it into my Blog?

You don't want me to write about you on my blog!? It's easy!  Don't take your childhood repression out on me.

Thursday, March 5, 2015

Hurting others to keep Childhood Repression Intact

People that Refuse to Explore their own history will make innocent people their scapegoats.

Talking on the phone with an ex-resident from S, he asked me what I thought might have happened to PP in order to want to destroy me like she did. And I said: I am not sure, because the 9 and half years we worked together and the subject of childhood would come up, she could never talk about it, it was a big taboo for her and if I kept talking about childhood, she would get very uncomfortable and leave. I am very aware that people that can’t talk about childhood can’t be trusted because there is a big chance their repression can be triggered and they will try to make you their scapegoat.

And no doubt my book triggered her own repression and instead of taking responsibility for it, she rather destroy me  and kill my soul like her childhood abusers killed her own soul when she was a defenseless little child, so she can keep the idealization of her parents,  childhood, and repression intact. 

And then while talking on the phone with my friend, the image of her father entered in my mind. 

I met her father a few times, he had a lady that lived with him in the same assisted living retirement  home, where he lived, that used to live in Brazil and spoke Portuguese, so because I am Portuguese, they invited me to have lunch with them, her father kind of fell in love with me, and he wanted me to meet them for lunch on the weekends often, he was a very charming man that I could tell had a perverted sexuality and poor sexual boundaries, because when saying goodbye to me after having lunch, he would give me a hug and he made sure he could feel my breasts a little bit. I didn't think much of it at the time, but now, I have no doubt in my mind she was sexually molested by her father when she was a child. And now I had to pay and suffered for what her father did to her when she was a defenseless little child.

My response below to Elza’s comment on a facebook post come to mind:
Elza, labeling people as inferior and comparing them to animals might make you feel better about yourself temporally and superficially, but does nothing to help stop these atrocities, but actually is a cover-up for the real causes and perpetuates the vicious circle to continue endlessly. Yes, they lack feelings, but only because their true authentic feelings were suppressed in childhood and yes, they are cowards only because they are too afraid to look in their past and see their parents or childhood caregivers as they really were and to keep the idealization of their parents and childhood intact, they endless unconsciously and compulsively reenact their childhood traumas in the present moment making others suffer for the wrongs done to them when they were defenseless little children. You never want to talk about the past, and I am sure Dr. Julio Machado vaz doesn’t like to look at his past either, but ignoring our childhood truth keeps us stuck living in the past without realizing it and makes us act destructively even though we don’t want to do so. People abusing others has nothing to do with character but with the fact they themselves were mistreated in childhood without being able to defend themselves. I explain these psychological mechanisms very well in my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions.

Also read Experienced Knowledge

Comments on this post from Facebook 

Monica Chelagat A brief reflection on this post comparing with my own personal experience which is very different in the cause behind. In the previous related posting, you mention a person who was interested in your [job] which in my understanding is not PP. If so, PP was instrumental a sick opportunist but was not the cause. The mobbing I went through at the was Institutional but at the formal managerial level. Each character that joined in the lynch either was incited with lies or was a sociopath who capitalized on the blackmail against me and inevitably feels threatened on my defense reactions. It is complicated. It is important to understand why and who started once that is clear you can address it externally and inside you. I have done work and feel better overall. Addressing it is the best 'therapy'.

Sylvie Imelda Shene PP and another resident at the community where I worked started the plotting and MB, a new guy that was taking the place of a guy that died of heart failure, he wanted my job and saw me vulnerable, so joined in the plotting to steal my job. When I thought I had a battle won, another sociopath would take over and continue the emotional harassment the first sociopaths started. I was being attacked by sociopaths from every angle. They wanted to kill my soul to keep their own repression intact and some just for their own personal gain.
Read my blog post Stalking the Soul

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Free Speech in America is an Illusion

Dear Bill,
A few months ago I sent you the letter below with a copy of my book A Dance to Freedom. I was wondering if you ever got it and if you had time to read it.

I want to let you know that I lost my job of nine-and-a-half years for writing and publishing a book that tells the truth, rejects religion and goes against the status quoIn the Middle East, people lose their lives for rejecting the religion of Islam. In America, we lose our jobs!

Free speech in America is an illusion. No one should lose their job for speaking out and exposing the lies that keep millions of us repressed. I’m more determined than ever to get my message out to the world, and I hope you’ll help me in my mission.

Sylvie Imelda Shene

January 16, 2015
Dear Bill,

I have been a fan of yours for a long time!

I saw the video clip of you debating Rula Jebreal. It was sad to see a woman defending religion when all religions — some worse than others — are used to keep women down. It was especially sad to see that none of the smart people on your panel were able to see that the real evil in our society is childhood repression. Religion is a tool that repressed people use because they’re afraid of resolving their own anger at their parents.

I learned these truths from the great psychologist, Alice Miller, and I wrote a book that shows how I used her teachings to free myself from my own emotional prison. I’m enclosing a copy of A Dance To Freedom and I hope you like it!

It would be an honor for me to come on your show to debate religion and help people see how their compulsion to live as the repressed children they once were is the real problem facing society today.

Sylvie Imelda Shene

Also, read Open Letter to the Media 

Preaching Forgiveness is Another Form of Abuse

Thank you, B.

MB is an opportunist, another sociopath that saw me vulnerable and started harassing me emotionally also to bring me down, so he could steal my job. And firing me after making a complaint that he was harassing me emotionally and then giving him my job, is the ultimate betrayal I suffered by S board and Sxxxxxxs.
N knows that he stole my job and the other day when I was at the gate dropping some keys, and B by coincidence was going through the gate at the same time, N started preaching to me to forgive MB and everyone for what they did to me. I know he means well, but asking victims of abuse to forgive is more abuse and I left N’s presence feeling like throwing up.

This is not how you treat someone that was a loyal and honest employee for nine and a half years.

Thank you for your support.


Read also Experienced Knowledge