Comments on my YouTube BB Video

This guy AL made comments on my YouTube BB video offering to help me make more videos and help me promote my YouTube channel, but of course, like most people out there, he was not real and when I told him that reading my book was a prerequisite, he deleted all his comments with my replies, but today going through my old notes I found a few of my replies to him and one of his comments that I will share below.

I need to confess that when I said in the BB video audition tape I had become a big fan of the show I was trying to get on the good side of the producers because I thought was a great way for people to see I'm real and share with the world the truth that can set one free.

I used to think if people got the right information at the right time it could make all the difference, but now I don’t think it matters much, because most people rather be distracted than face and consciously feel their own painful truths.

Just like happened at my job of nine and half years that as long they thought or had the illusion I was inferior to them, they acted like very nice people, using me as a pawn to fool me and others into think, they are nice people with their illusion of love, but after they read my book they knew I knew and their illusion of love and kindness ended overnight and they started the very well psychological warfare to try to regress me into the state of the wounded child and hoping I would self-destruct, they wanted me dead, in jail or mental hospital. To them, my destruction was better than looking in the mirror to face their painful truths and feel the pain to become real. 

After I published my book I was treated like I had committed a crime! But exactly a year later we saw who was the true criminal, but now is a big cover-up by the FBI, US Marshals, and the Media.  

It took me almost a lifetime to liberate myself from all the lies and illusions of our society and now that I am 60 years old! I just want to be left alone to enjoy my freedom and not deal with phony people anymore.

I wanted to believe in people and thinking they were many people, like me, out there that really want the real naked truth, no matter how painful. But thanks to publishing my memoir I came to see the real face of humanity and for that, I’m glad I went through all the trouble to publish my book! Because now I really know the truth about most people that they rather kill you and be killed than face their own painful truth.

People love to talk about the importance of mental health and removing the stigma, but it’s all a lie. If it was true I would not had become the target of a mob of sociopaths after I published my memoir A Dance to Freedom, especially by those proclaiming to be in the mental health industry, that have tried so hard to regress me to the state of the wounded child and bring me back into an emotional prison. Most people are born, live and die in an emotional prison. 

I really feel for anyone that their childhood has left them so wounded that an enlightened witness in the book form is not enough and they literarily need to lean on someone or institution for help.

Because the chances of finding a true enlightened witness in the health care field are very slim. Most “helpers” are helping themselves looking for followers to endless stay dependent or in the state of the child and are not one bit interested in encouraging your autonomy or your growth -- into a mature conscious adult -- and if you cannot create a safe space for yourself and the strength and courage to stand alone to face your childhood repression to consciously face and feel the repressed feelings of the child you once were -- and allow old wounds to heal -- if you are dependent on others to help you-you might wait all of your life and never find a true enlightened witness to give you the support you need and you might never be able to break free and endless stay trapped in the emotional prison of your childhood.

What was I thinking that Big Brother producers would be interested in real liberated people, like me, for the show, they want repressed people unconsciously and compulsively reenacting their childhood dramas for them to exploit. People like me triggers their repressed fears and the fears of being exposed. It was interesting to see Julie Chen and Les Moonves this last season become the reality show themselves!

Al, thank you for your comment. It's constantly in my mind that I need to do at least one more video because I like to keep my promises -- so I will do at least one more video one of these days.

Making the BB video was a little difficult for me because I would keep mispronouncing my words and I would have to start over. It was very tiring to shoot the video.  I’m extremely dyslexic and it doesn’t only affect my writing. It also affects my speech. Sometimes I think about getting a teleprompter to help me with the making of videos. But to tell you the truth I think humanity has passed the point of no return and I have given up on humanity. I don't think it matters what anyone does -- it will not make much difference in our world.

These words by Leo Tolstoy could not be truer: “Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.” This is the problem with our society. No one wants to look in the mirror and face themselves.

I would like to reach people that are in the same place I once was -- searching for the truth -- that can set us free - waiting to hear the naked truth from someone else -- and validate their perceptions that they are not crazy! No one should have to wait as long as I did to hear the naked truth from someone else.

Alice Miller was such a witness for me and now I have written a book sharing my journey of how I liberated myself with Alice Miller books as my enlightened witness and if people want to find the truth that can set us free, they need to dig hard for it as I did -- because the liars of this world will work very hard day and night to block the truth and keep in the dark the real state of affairs.

I'm glad Big Brother didn't call me because I didn't really want to be locked up in a house full of repressed people telling their true stories with their unconscious and compulsive reenactments. To tell you the truth NOW I'm at the point in my life that I just want to be left alone to enjoy my freedom. It has been a long journey! 

Yes, most therapists keep themselves and others stuck in an emotional prison -- the therapist playing the role of the parent and their patients endlessly stuck in the role of the child.

Most therapists have mastered the art of manipulation to perfection -- to regress people to the state of the defenseless child -- and keep them in an emotional prison to use and exploit for transference effect to temporally alleviate their own repression.

if he was real and really wanted to help me he would not have deleted his comments with my replies! And if he had read my book first -- he would never -- have written these words: "If I could take all the pain away I would, but if it makes you stronger"

He would know I'm no longer in pain and I don't agree with society's slogan: what doesn't kill you make you stronger, because those of us that have worked through our childhood repression knows what doesn't kill us make us weaker -- and until we have resolved our childhood repression --  we will be endlessly chuckled into the chains of compulsion repetition. 

just like I wrote in my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusions page 107 and 108:

"The typical methods people use to search for answers — which are really ways to run away from the truth — are futile because our real, repressed story continues to attempt to make itself heard no matter what we do. Alice Miller believed that our true plight, the root cause of all our repeated problems, will keep trying to gain our attention in more extreme ways until we finally take notice. Alice Miller describes addiction, for example, as a way for someone in despair to get rid of his or her memory. But this method of self-medication is unsustainable. “This ‘solution’ is no longer needed if the goal is exactly the opposite, if you want to remember, if you want to feel your plight and to understand its reasons, if you slowly become aware of why you were so afraid of acknowledging the reasons,” she writes. “This can happen once you decide to stop running away, to stop betraying yourself, to allow the truth to enter your consciousness. You decide to do so because you finally understand that everything else is useless and because you no longer want to watch your life go by before having even begun to live. You decide to stop betraying yourself because you understand that only you can give yourself the love and care you never received and that you can’t do that as long as you deny the truth.”59 They say that whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but I think they have it all wrong. Whatever doesn’t kill you makes you weaker, more repressed and more vulnerable to illness and disease.”

AL: If I could take all the pain away I would, but if it makes you stronger then it's still a positive outcome and then as a friend I'd offer a promise to share it with you so you don't have to face everything all alone. There is no law that says you have to struggle alone and definitely nothing that forces you to carry the weight on your shoulders, the real crime here is third parties (parasites and vultures) extorting money from people in need of this help and support in guise of caring and compassion when they clearly have none and no heart. So I'd create a bubble in my heart just for you to be safe and well... knowing I expect nothing in return and I do it here for you when/if you need it without any reservations. 💕 Sylvie: Thank you for writing. I don’t like to tell people to read my book, but it's prerequisite…

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College Admissions Scam

Cheat. Bribe. Lie. Here's how the college admissions scam allegedly worked
https://www.cnn.com/2019/03/12/us/college-admissions-scheme-how-it-worked/index.html

The college admissions scandal just proves what I have been saying for a very long time! And this is one of the reasons I'm hated by some "educated" and financially well off people at the gated community where I worked for nine and a half years --  because what I have – you can’t buy it, bribe, steal it or cheat your way to it!

If you can buy it or cheat to get it, it means it’s an illusion and sooner or later all illusions will burst.

It's sad to witness all the time people falling for the illusions that formal education, talents, money, and fame is the path to freedom. These things alone just reinforce people’s fears and the walls of their emotional prisons.

Having special talents is wonderful and it’s okay to cash in your talents for a living, but when people hide behind their talents, fame, and money to hide their own personal truth and keep themselves and others distracted from the truth and facts -- then you are misusing your talents -- and contributing for the lies to spread and silently or covertly you are part of all the violence and atrocities we are witnessing in our world. If people think they are superior to others, because they have special talents, they are being delusional.

At a University most a person gets is a bunch of abstract knowledge, but they don’t get any self-knowledge -- the most important knowledge of all --  because without self-knowledge -- we just deceive ourselves and others and with a degree from a University, it’s just like getting a ticket to go into the world to corrupt and be corrupted by spreading a psychological virus to the masses under the disguise of helping -- and this is why we live in a world with emotionally blind people with degrees in power positions making decisions that put all of us in danger. And this is why the world is such a mess. 

It’s sad to witness everyday people using their sharp intellect to run from looking at the facts and see fundamental psychological mechanisms. It takes courage to see fundamental psychological mechanisms, intelligence alone is not enough -- it rather helps create seductive lies and illusions 

Thanks to writing and publishing my book A Dance to Freedom I learned most people’s objective in life is not freedom for themselves and others. Most people’s objective is to one day own their own slaves.  And this is for what most people cheat, bribe, lie and work so hard for. They don’t understand that being a gatekeeper to prevent others from finding freedom – it keeps them also in an emotional prison. And is always the chance someone might come along and take them from the position of being a gatekeeper, gain power over them and put them in a cell. Once you have truly liberated yourself from lies and illusions -- you can never be taken back to a cell.  And this is why many people hate me. 

The ignorance of the parents in this scandal brings to mind these words by Alice Miller: "I think that violent teenagers are demonstrating what happened to them emotionally when they were small. I have no doubt about that. It might not always be a harsh discipline but in most cases, there is emotional neglect, lack of authentic communication, of warm, friendly contact. If this lack is also covered by what is called "spoiling" (buying a lot of expensive objects to replace love), the child is often unable to detect the neglect and stays bound to denial. Anyway, every child must deny the pain in order to survive. Only in adulthood is it possible to realize the truth. But the more the childhood history is repressed, the more its cruelty denied, the less these young people are able to feel, to confront the actual reasons of their distress, the stronger they feel urged to act destructively. They have not always conscious memories of what happened in their childhood, especially in infancy, but this knowledge is stored up in their body's cells and, amazingly enough, they threaten others exactly the same way as they were threatened in the beginning of their life. Unfortunately, the common, ever-present avoidance of the issue "childhood" doesn't make things easier. I discuss this problem in my book Paths of Life, 1999, and The Truth Will Set You Free, 2002.

http://www.alice-miller.com/en/interview-given-to-ms-noreen-taylor-the-times-london-1999/

Also, these words by Alice Miller are so true:
“…society we live in continue to turn a blind eye to the facts of child abuse in all its forms. Among thousands of professors at hundreds of universities, there is not one single university chair for teaching about child abuse and cruelty to children. Why? Because that cruelty successfully masquerades as parenting and education” Alice Miller, taken from the book “The Truth Will Set you free” page, 101

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The Charlatan John of God and Oprah the Master Puppeteer

Since reading the letter of one of the John of God's accusers, I can't rid myself of the itch to write another blog about it.

I have written in past blogs that charlatans promote each other, and Oprah is one of the biggest charlatans out there, using her big platform to promote charlatans.

Only emotionally blind people fall for this crap. It's so sad. It's amazing how society gives Oprah a free pass and doesn't call her on being a charlatan promoting other charlatans.

In the dictionary next to the word "manipulation" should be the picture of Oprah because without a doubt, she has mastered the art of "manipulation" to "perfection".

The words below the accuser of John of God wrote before she killed herself, are very true. Sadly, she never developed two healthy legs to stand alone -- on her own two feet.

"John of God, Prem Baba, Gê Marques, Ananda Joy, Edir Macedo, Marcos Feliciano, DeRose Father, DeRose son, all priests, pastors, bishops, spiritists, Hindus, Umbellists, Mormons, Baptists, Methodists, Jews, Muslims, Sufis, Taoists, my family, Marcelo Gayger, Jorge Berenguer, I do not know about their childhood and how they were raised in this world, but I know in my heart that EVERY BOY WAS BORN PURE and was abused, corrupted, bruised, castrated, forced to do things that he did not want to do, until they became, in their own way, manipulating tyrants (to a greater or lesser extent) who, by not controlling their own impulses, try to control who they consider being smore fragile and thus commit rape, pedophilia, various addictions ... I know, I feel, I have seen." 

I like her too, I know, feel, and see. She wrote her letter in Portuguese, and I translated the words above with the help of Google Translate
If you know Portuguese, you can read her whole letter HERE. 
Does anyone want more proof that Oprah is a charlatan promoting charlatans?! 

Brazil's faith healer, John of God, surrenders to police

"US TV host Oprah Winfrey traveled to Brazil in 2013 to meet him, and witnessed him performing so-called "psychic surgery" at his clinic."  Read the full article HERE

One of the residents in the community where I worked for nine and a half years, in 2013, she had foot surgery, and after work around 3pm, I stopped at her house to help her. She was watching the Oprah show promoting John of God and she too traveled to Brazil to see him. Seeing this resident fall for this crap. I just wanted to throw up...  
Charlatans are so Annoying, they keep themselves and everyone else in an endless vicious circle. 

Oprah Winfrey: This is when my ‘job ended’ and my ‘calling began.’ Her calling was to become a cult leader and a cult leader promoter! The cult business is very profitable!  

We live in a World of Puppets and Puppeteers, and Oprah is a master puppeteer; she has the whole world exactly where she wants it to be and is cashing in on society's emotional blindness. 

A MASTER MANIPULATOR MAKES A LIE BELIEVABLE BY MIXING A SMALL FRACTION OF THE TRUTH WITH A LARGE FRACTION OF LIES

This is Oprah!

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Echoism Is the Little-Known Condition that Affects Victims of Narcissistic Abuse

Echoism Is the Little-Known Condition that Affects Victims of Narcissistic Abuse

Comments on facebook from the sharing of the article in the link above.

Sylvie Imelda Shene Interesting! Saving the link to read later.


K L K M:  Sylvie Imelda Shene it’s a different lens for understanding the victims and survivors. New insights always excite me. Healing is a lifelong journey!

Sylvie Imelda Shene Yes, I agree healing is a lifelong journey. And once you find freedom -- you always have to deal with people crossing your path trying to stand in symbolizing your childhood abusers -- reminding you of the painful past -- or triggering flashbacks. 

They're too many abusers in our society masquerading as "helpers" and good people waiting for you to make a mistake to grab on and regress you to the state of the wounded child and put their hands on you to bring you back into an emotional prison -- they want to steal and gain ownership over your story -- and have power over you. 

They can wait on the sidelines all they want because I will never give them the opportunity to put their hands on me -- see them very clearly everywhere -- like this psychologist in the Netherlands that even went through the trouble to change her name to mess with my mind so I wouldn't know who she was. 

I get it! And understand! Why so many malignant narcissists and sociopaths target me. Who I’m I?! An ex-topless dancer and a gate attendant that never went to college could possibly know more about the human mind than them that went to college and have spent all of their lives working so hard and studying -- memorizing knowledge --- which they use like robots or parrots to fool others and manipulate them to act exactly the part they want you to act in their twisted drama.
http://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2018/04/most-therapists-keep-themselves-others.html


K L K M: Sylvie Imelda Shene so grateful for your resilience! You continue to heal and help others heal and flourish. Boundary awareness is so important! Our toxic antennae is very similar! I can spot and sense toxic behaviors a mile away! Steering clear isn’t always easy as we know. But knowing we can set strong, firm boundaries is crucial. And we can never let down our guard if we want to keep ourselves safe. There’s safety in numbers thank goodness!


Sylvie Imelda Shene Thank you for your kind words, K L K M. Glad you too can spot toxic behavior a mile away. No, it's not always easy to steering clear of toxic behavior, especially in the workplace. We have to be constantly vigilant and protect ourselves.

S G: I've seen it. I've lived it. Not pretty. Remember who you are deep down. The person who claims to love you the most should lift your spirits not douse them. Save your words for someone with genuine compassion as there is NOTHING you can say to this personality type without an argument. YOU ARE ALWAYS GOOD ENOUGH

K L K M: S G, so well said!! And wonderful advice from someone who’s lived this! I’m sorry for what you endured and I’m grateful for your resilience. I just love the part “remember who you are!” Beautiful! Because if we can hold onto this, we won’t lose who we truly are inside. It can happen with enough gaslighting! Thank you for sharing and for being you. Beautiful on the inside and out!

Sylvie Imelda Shene Finally, I had time to read the whole article. No doubt I identify with it! 
"Recovery from this abuse is totally possible. You need kind people to listen to you and validate you.” 

Good luck finding authentic kind enlightened witnesses to listen and validate you. After being the target of a mob of sociopaths, malignant narcissists or whatever you like to call them. I was left alone, especially by mental health professionals that should have been the first ones to reach out to me and make sure I was okay and listen to me. From my experience, most people are acting as if personality, saying all the right things pretending to be good people, but are wolves in sheep's clothing. 

Like I wrote to someone that wrote me defending the psychologist from the Netherlands that tried to mess with my mind: "If your idolized Lilianne/Olane is such a compassionate person that cares so much about others --- how come she didn’t reach out to me with a kind word of support when I was being targeted by a mob of sociopaths at my job of nine and half years after I published my book in 2014? I know she is following my blog incognito and witnessed everything that was taking place. 

She didn’t care, because she is a malignant narcissist or a sociopath like them. She was witnessing an attempt of a psychological lynching and said nothing and most likely hoping they would succeed in destroying me for her sadist enjoyment and put her own fears of exposure to rest. 

She sat with her critique for four years and then she publishes it after changing her name! She never predicted that I would figure out that Olane Roos and Liliane Rombout is one and the same! If this is not a calculated move of a malignant narcissist to try to discredit someone’s work -- then I don’t know what a calculated malignant narcissist is?!" 
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2018/04/comments-from-blog-about-olane-roos-or.html

Alice Miller has been the only authentic witness in my life and if I had not had become my own enlightened witness with the help of her books, website, and ‎correspondence -- I would not have survived -- I would have been thrown over the edge like we constantly witness in the stage of the world many victims of malignant narcissists abuse being thrown over the edge. 

From my experience, a lot of mental health professionals say nice things and come up with great theories, but because have not resolved their own childhood repression and liberate themselves from the emotional prison of childhood cannot provide real assistance to their patients or clients and end up causing more harm. 
https://www.alice-miller.com/en/the-essential-role-of-an-enlightened-witness-in-society-2/

Just like I wrote in my book A Dance to Freedom page 173 "But thanks to Alice Miller, I’m content to be who I am regardless of what other people think. This passage, from Breaking Down the Wall of Silence, sums it up so well: “To live with one’s own truth is to be at home with oneself. That is the opposite of isolation. We only need confirmation when we are alienated from ourselves and in flight from the truth. All the friends and devoted admirers in the world cannot make up for the loss.”

And this is why I survived being the target of a mob of sociopaths or malignant narcissists because -- I live with my truth -- I'm at home with myself -- and no longer waiting for validation and confirmation from others --- otherwise I would not have survived a mob of sociopaths at my job of nine and a half years all conspiring for my demise.

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Jussie Smollett Story

I have been wanting to write about the story of Jussie Smollet but if write about every repressed story I see in the stage of the world I would be writing all the time and I'm tired of writing.

I'm dyslexic and writing is one of the hardest things for me to do in life, but I can't rid of the itch that I need to share how sad it makes me when a person gives the rights to their own story away like this, now he will never be able to own his own story.  Now his story belongs to others to exploit.

As a small child, he must have been manipulated with lies and now he is telling his true story of what happened to him by unconsciously and compulsively reenacting his childhood drama in the stage of the world by trying to fool and manipulate the public with lies.

I could tell his story was fabricated from the beginning.

One of the worst things can happen to a person -- it's to become famous -- and rich -- before resolving childhood repression. He is going to be stuck in the emotional prison of his childhood probably until he dies. 

It's sad to witness all the time people falling for the illusions that formal education, talents, money, and fame is the path to freedom. Formal education, talents, money, and fame alone just reinforces the walls of people's emotional prisons.

Since I published my book A Dance to Freedom: Your Guide to Liberation from Lies and Illusion, people have been trying with lies and mind games to discredit me and my book to steal and gain ownership of my story, they can try all they want, but I own my story fully and no one can steal it!

And this is why the media never gave any attention to the story of my ex-boss!? Because what my boss did is what they wanted me to do, but it backfired because once a person has truly resolved their own childhood repression don't fall for lies and illusions anymore! 

I was their target to destroy, but when was one of them to lose their mind and self destruct, a middle-aged white man and an ex-sheriff! He treated me like a criminal and they accused me of making threats, but a year later after the emotional harassment they put me through, we saw who was the criminal and going around robbing banks and making threats to kill people if they didn't comply with his commands! 

If it was me, the little woman to commit a crime my name and face would have been splashed all over the news stations! And then all probably go on TV talking about how disturbed the little woman was making a name for themselves by standing on my head. I could see their games and traps so clearly. I was their target to destroy, but when was one of them to self destruct, all became silent and now is a big cover-up that involves the FBI, the US Marshals, the media and the assholes at the community where I worked for nine and a half years. 

No one cares that these criminals with their projections and lies -- I lost my job and more than half of my income -- AND they could have destroyed my life completely. There is no humanity! Most people are all fake and pretenders -- acting as if personality pretending to be good people -- but are wolves in sheep's clothing. I'm done with humanity! 

It's so sad to witness all the talking heads exploiting the crimes of famous people with their fake indignation and false moralization that reinforces peoples repression and the fears of resolving it to just benefit themselves.  As long one's repression goes unresolved crimes like this will be repeated endlessly sooner or later in one form or another.

I could not agree more with Alice Miller words below: 

"I have no doubt that behind every crime a personal tragedy lies hidden. If we were to investigate such events and their backgrounds more closely, we might be able to do more to prevent crimes than we do now with our indignation and moralizing. Perhaps someone will say: But not everyone who was a battered child becomes a murderer; otherwise, many more people would be murderers. That is true. However, humankind is in dire enough straits these days that this should not remain an academic question. Moreover, we never know how a child will and must react to the injustice he or she has suffered-there are innumerable "techniques" for dealing with it. We don't yet know, above all, what the world might be like if children were to grow up without being subjected to humiliation, if parents would respect them and take them seriously as persons. In any case, I don't know of a single person who enjoyed this respect* as a child and then as an adult had the need to put other human beings to death. * By respect for a child, I don't mean a "permissive" upbringing, which is often a form of indoctrination itself and thus shows a disregard for the child's own world. 

We are still barely conscious of how harmful it is to treat children in a degrading manner. Treating them with respect and recognizing the consequences of their being humiliated are by no means intellectual matters; otherwise, their importance would long since have been generally recognized. To empathize with what a child is feeling when he or she is defenseless, hurt, or humiliated is like suddenly seeing in a mirror the suffering of one's own childhood, something many people must ward off out of fear while others can accept it with mourning. People who have mourned in this way understand more about the dynamics of the psyche than they could ever have learned from books.

The persecution of people of Jewish background, the necessity of proving "racial purity" as far back as one's grandparents, the tailoring of prohibitions to the degree of an individual's demonstrable "racial purity"--all this is grotesque only at first glance. For its significance becomes plain once we realize that in terms of Hitler's unconscious fantasies it is an intensified expression of two very powerful tendencies. On the one hand, his father was the hated Jew whom he could despise and persecute, frighten and threaten with regulations, because his father would also have been affected by the racial laws if he had still been alive. At the same time--and this is the other tendency--the racial laws were meant to mark Adolf's final break with his father and his background. In addition to revenge, the tormenting uncertainty about the Hitler family was an important motive for the racial laws: the whole nation had to trace its "purity" back to the third generation because Adolf Hitler would have liked to know with certainty who his grandfather was. Above all, the Jew became the bearer of all the evil and despicable traits the child had ever observed in his father. In Hitler's view, the Jews were characterized by a specific mixture of Lucifer-like grandeur and superiority (world Jewry and its readiness to destroy the entire world) on the one hand and ugliness and ludicrous weakness and infirmity on the other. This view reflects the omnipotence even the weakest father exercises over his child, seen in Hitler's case in the wild rages of the insecure customs official who succeeded in destroying his son's world.

It is common in analysis for the first breakthrough in criticizing the father to be signaled by the surfacing of some insignificant and ludicrous trait of his that the patient's memory has repressed. For example, the father--big out of all proportion in the child's eyes--may have looked very funny in his short nightshirt. The child had never been close to his father, had been in constant fear of him, but with this memory of the skimpy nightshirt, the child's imagination provides a weapon, now that ambivalence has broken through in the analysis, which enables him to take revenge on a small scale against the godlike, monumental paternal figure. In a similar fashion, Hitler disseminates his hatred and disgust for the "stinking" Jew in the pages of the Nazi periodical Der Stürmer in order to incite people to burn books by Freud, Einstein, and innumerable other Jewish intellectuals of great stature. The breakthrough of this idea, which made it possible for him to transfer his pent-up hatred of his father to the Jews as a people, is very instructive." For Your Own Good, page 196 and 197

“Statistical studies are hardly the thing to make disinterested jurists into empathic and perceptive human beings. And yet every crime, by virtue of being an enactment of childhood drama, cries out for understanding. The newspapers carry these stories every day, but unfortunately, usually, report only the last act. Can knowledge of the underlying causes of a crime being about a change in the way justice is administered? Not as long as the primary concerns are to assign guilt and impose punishment. But someday it may be possible to gain an understanding for the fact that emerges so clearly in the case Jurgen Bartsch: the accused never bears all the guilt by himself but is a victim of a tragic chain of circumstances. Even so, a prison sentence is unavoidable if society is to be protected. But there is a difference between prison being used to punish a dangerous criminal according to the principles of “poisonous pedagogy” and human tragedy being perceived, therapy during confinement. ” Alice Miller “For Your Own Good” page 199 and 200 

Having special talents is wonderful and it’s okay to cash in your talents for a living, but when people hide behind their talents, fame, and money to hide their own personal truth and keep themselves and others distracted from the truth and facts then you are misusing your talents and contributing for the lies to spread and silently or covertly you are part of all the violence and atrocities we are witnessing in our world. So if people think they are better and superior to others, because they have special talents, they are being delusional.
https://sylvieshene.blogspot.com/2014/12/having-special-talents-doesnt-make-you.html

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Lies My Doctor Told me

Someone left this book at my desk at work for someone to pick up. It has a lot of truths in it... and gives credibility to what I wrote in my book A Dance to Freedom that having a DR in front of one's name or Ph.D. at the end of a person's name it doesn't mean they are in a position to help or guide anyone. 

This is one of the reasons some retired doctors, a professor and so-called professionals at my job of nine and a half years became uncomfortable with me after I published my book, because my book exposes theirs and society's lies and they thought if they could manipulate me to self destruct then they would discredit my book and go on with their  lies and illusions as usual. 

And then all probably all go on TV talking about how disturbed the little woman was making a name for themselves by standing on my head. I could see their games and traps so clearly. I was their target to destroy, but when was one of them to self destruct, all became silent and now is a big cover-up that involves the FBI, the US Marshals and the assholes at the community where I worked for nine and a half years. 

How dare of me! An ex-dancer and a gate attendant manager to criticize the medical community and the helping professions.

Like I have been saying for a very long time: "The Helpers are helping themselves". They were confident that they could get me to self destruct with their very well orchestrated psychological warfare, but backfired on them big time! And they planted the seeds for my next book/baby. I guess they didn't believe me what I wrote in my book that I am free from lies and illusions and NOW no one can play with me and fool me!

Below are some good quotes I found inside the book.

Read my blog Experienced Knowledge about my experience with emotional harassment in the workplace.

I have accomplished the greatest accomplishment ever

I love this quote by Ralph Emerson: "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment." I have accomplished the greatest accomplishment ever! Not even a mob of sociopaths at my job of nine and a half years were able to change me!

Read my blog Experienced Knowledge about my experience with emotional harassment in the workplace.